even the freaks need love

2006-04-29T05:18:00.000-07:00

Last night was fun. I and Danneth chatted after a very long time. And that really made my night. Thanks Danneth.

Irritating I woke up pretty upset today. At first I didnt feel it, but then I realized I actually CRIED in my sleep last night! WHY? I have no idea... At breakfast today, I tried to recall what my dream was, and then I figured...I didnt have any. Strange... I must have dreamt on something or SOMEONE to wake up crying.. right?! oh well... this break's killing me! grr... shout outs :**THEY'RE back from BORA!!! ****I miss JHA to bits!! come home na pleeezz??

Went to meet up with Jha at Greenhills Theatre Mall, did a little shopping and went straight to Jiggy's house. We hung out, had pizza delivered and met some of Jiggy's and Ryan's friends.. cool people.. Then went back to the house to watch some dvds while munching on pizzas.

i extremely hate my friggin' pc.. aaaagh!!! its too slow whenever i check my friendster account.. and now i can't even make a damn testi for my friends.. my pc's really busted..

2005-10-29T04:21:00.000-07:00

I MOVE

2005-10-25T18:40:00.000-07:00

.... i'm sick ....

2005-10-24T13:02:00.000-07:00

.... rock with me monday' ....

I’m wearing all pink today (hahahaha), I’m bout to go watcha movie with mah mom, and then go shopping nyaaaAaaay... I’m outs, wabbit, bes-irish, beshy, siz anne, kei, kym, danneth, ceejoy, gee, marj, lea, ate laine, ate xyla, audrey, donna, carla, ruth, johanna, aimee ah basta sa lahat ng blogmates miss ko na kayo lahat *hugs*

2005-10-23T21:11:00.000-07:00

.... dance with me sundae' ....

Hello guys!! it’s time to update (hahahaha), haaAaaay, last night i slept late at 1am... o0ohh whoaAa!!!, i couldn’t sleep (grrRrrr, nakakainis), then i woke up at 6:13am coz mah mom was yellin at me coz it’s breakfast time, o0ohh well i was to lazy to get up, but i decided to eat wth them, the food was good, it was topsilog (so0o yummie*, hahahahaha), after breakfast i decided to watch some tv, well it was all good, i watched some music videos, it was nice, then i felt sleepy but then i couldn’t go to sleep, ate abby was askin me if i wanted to go to sm megamall coz mah mom could take us and go shopping (lol’z, hahahaha), so0o yeah i said no, kasi ginagawa ko pa iyong laiyee ko (waAaaah, nkakapagod din no hahahaha),kaya lng noon natapos ko na sya hindi ko feel (hahahaha), eto iyong gawa ko oh

0o0oh yeah hindi ko sya nagustuhan kaya gagawan na lng ako ulits ng bago (hahahaha), so paano bye-bye na muna ako kachat ko kasi si bes-irish at saka si wabbit ngayon eh eh, (ahihihihih), tnx pla sa lahat ng nag-tag at nagco-comment sa bloggy ko, (lab you all guys!!)

2005-10-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

.... boring, boring, boring ....

Stayed at home the whole day, wala ako sa mood maglaboii, (hehehehe), so0o i did mah daily routine, take a shower, eat, sleep, online, and watching tv, (sarap ng buhay no hahahaha)

2005-10-21T22:23:00.000-07:00

.... happeee weekend!!! ....

Today, i woke up at around 6:30 in the morning, then washed mah face, brushed mah teeth, then ate breakfast, i had bread, egg, hotdog, and cold chocolate drink, so0o yummiee (tsktsk), while i was eating i was watching cartoon network, oh yeah i luv it!! (hahahahaha, parang bata noh?!?), well anywiees, nothing much happened today, it’s just an ordinary friday (hehehe), hmmm, dapat maglalaboi kami ni meg eh, kaso she's grounded and it means she can’t go out (how sad*), kaya ayun i went to erika’s place na lang, nag punta muna kami ng school para kunin iyong card ko, happee kasi i got a good grades nman (as in good, good na good hahahaha), after that we decided to go to nina’s crib, chikahan lang kami, eating, harutan, and then we watched a walk to remember, it was so0o cool, nakakakilig pa din kahit na paulit ulit mo panoorin (hehhehehehe), as i got home, nagpahinga muna ako, then mah mom told me to dress up coz’ we gonna eat out, we went at kfc, then went grocery shoppin, i didn’t feel well, so0o we headed home asap, then went online for a bit (hahahaha, adik pa din* no?!?), hmm... by the way weebee nga pala kay beshy :d miss yah na!!

2005-10-20T23:57:00.000-07:00

.... foodtripin' lang, hahahaha ....

GrrrrRrrrr!!! whatttt is wrong with this effin' blogurrr?!?, i just typed up one long entry, as in long (hahahaha), and when i clicked save/submit, biglang lumabas “THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED”, whatta*?!?, sa sobrang kasiyahan ko sa nangyari muntik ko lang nman ihagis ang kompyuter dito, (hahahahahaha :p), well anywiees, this week was sortah slow huh, so0o whatttt happened?!?, i woke up at around 6:00 o’clock in the morning today, just took a long long long long bath (hahahahaha), watched television, then ate breakfast, i had champorado and bread, o0ohh yeah it was hellah good, especially kapag malamig ang panahon (ayt?!? hehehehehe)

Hmmmmm, kanina lunch, i didn’t eat coz’ i wasn’t hungry, o0opps… hindi ako diet huh?!!! (tsktsk), ayun after lunch, i went to jhenn’s place, wuzho0ooo meg and erika was there (awww, kaya ang saya), bumili kami ng isaw (yeah first time ko po, hahahahaha), grabe, i ate 4 sticks of isaw, yung chicken intestines daw, (pero jhenn told me na hindi daw yun isaw, they call it daw "IUD", i'm not sure ha, whatever!! hahahahaha), ooohh... it was so masarap, 3 pesos per stick lang and then i wanted more kaso i didn't have enough money eh, (hahahahaha), sayang… haaAaaay, don't you just love eating pagkaing kalye or streetfood?!? (hehehehehe)

2005-10-19T20:17:00.000-07:00

..... sharing lang para sa mga ewan (hahahaha) .....

Naranasan mo na bang piliting mahalin ka ng mahal moh?!?, ang hirap no?!? pinipilit mo syang mahalin ka, umaasa na kahit pano mapansin ka nya!!, tapos isang araw nagulat ka nalang dahil nagising syang mahal ka na din nya... “SAYA NO??”

Nasasabi na nya ang mga katagang "hindi ka na nya kayang mawala sa buhay nya!", e kaw naman itong si loko/loka sumobra naman confident mo sa sarili, porket alam mong mahal na mahal ka na nya binabalewala mo na!! (tama di bah?!?)

Hay life... ang stupid no?!? ang tagal mong hinintay at pinaghirapan na mapasayo, tapos ngayong nan-dyan na di mo naman pinapahalagahan!!

Ano bang klaseng utak meron ka?!? ngayon, nagsawa na sya!!, napagod na at unti-unti na rin nawalan ng pagmamahal sayo... isang araw bigla nalang nyang nasabi sa sarili nya na ayaw na nya at napagod na din syang intindihin kung anong mundo meron ka....

Natawa ka na lng... (hehehehe), ”eh ano?!? ako naman nambalewala e!!, masaya naman ako kahit wala sya!!, i dont care!! di ko sya mahal no!!!”

WOW ASTIG... ang daling sabihin no?!?

E bat bago matulog sya parin iniisip mo?!? (nyahahaha), bat mga ngiti pa din nya nakalarawan sa utak mo?!? (asuz), bat hanggang ngayon di mo sya makalimutan?!? (totoo di ba?!?), bat namimis mo sya?!?, oh akala ko ba di mo na sya mahal?!?, oh baka naman di mo lang kayang aminin sa sarili mo ang labis na panghihinayang...

Ngayon ako naman ang tatawa, (hahahahahaha), minsan kasi iba ang sinasabi ng puso sa totoong nararamdaman nito!!! (hindi ba tama?!?)

E pano yan wala na sya?!? masakit no???, kasi kahit gusto mo syang kausapin di mo na magawa dahil di mo alam kung pano uumpisahan eh, ngayon, sa palagay mo sinong niloko mo?!? sya ba?!?

Malamang ngayon masaya na sya, habang ikaw patuloy na niloloko sarili mo sa bagay na akala mo totoo!!!

Guys, the lesson here is... “minsan lang dumating ang taong pwedeng magmahal sayo ng totoo at kayang tumanggap ng buong pagkatao moh, MINSAN lang, at pag yan pinakawalan mo, baka di mo na kayang ibalik pa ang MINSAN!!!

2005-10-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

*sick and tired of this world*

2005-10-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

WARNING:long post ahead(haha, long n'yan sakin)

Tantararan, surprise!!! how’s mah blogger readers?!? (hahahahahaha), so0o whatttt’z new today?!?, i woke up at around 5:00 o’clock in the morning (duh so0o early huh), as mah daily habit, i check mah phone and i was surprised by non-stop-messages i received, (hahahaha, oh davah)

Anyho0ow, dahil chubra bo0ored ako i decided to go out with wabbit na lang, ayun todo laboii-laboii kami (hahahaha), we watched “L0RD of WAR”, its uber bo0oring for me (hahahahaha), as in chuper bo0oring, parang mas nag-enjoy pa akong kumain sa loob ng sinehan kesa panoorin ang movie na yan (hahahahaha), tapos tamang tama nman na antok na antok ang lola nyo, kaya ayun tulog ako hanggang natapos iyong movie (hahahahahaha), then after that, ayun umuwi na si wabbit, hindi ako sumabay sa kanya kasi i’m waiting for mah cousin pa eh, then pagdating ni cousin, we went shopping, (hahahaha, ubos ang money), i brought a really cute blouse, and a pair of pants, i thought of buying a new pair of pink sock but i didn’t coz’ i just brought one last week (hehehehe)

HaaAaaay, i’m feeling sick because mah throat hurts, i think i’m gonna have tonsillitis, *i hope not* (hirap kasi noon noh!!)

So0o that’s it!!, i hafta go na, pagod na rin kasi ako, i need to catch some zZzzZZzzzzlleeppp (tsktsk) , bye!!![bes-irish, & beshy miss ko na kayo hug*]

2005-10-16T10:59:00.000-07:00

……. another booo0ooring day! (lol :p) ……

Another day passed, and once again nothing great happened, (lol :p), haaAaaay, i’m so0o bored right now, can anyone help me get rid off it?!? (hahahahahaha)

HaaAaaay… i can't sleep last night, been thinking a lot again, i miss mah beshy, bes-irish, mah friends, (*sigh*), memories?!? so0o many of them, especially with…w?!? aAah, ewan (hahahahahaha), bsta miss ko na kyo lahat, lalo na ikaw!!!(tsktsk)

WaaAah, nakakakainis iyong keypad ng phone ko (grRrrrr), the keypad is hard, as in matigas talaga, and you know when the lights turn on when you press the keypads, the lights on mah phone won't turn off for like minutes kaya laging low bat ang chuvaness lola nyo... that sux.

By the way thank’z nga pala sa mga nag-comment at nagbigay ng mga advice for me, sensya na kayo mga kaibigan, magulo lng siguro tlga ang utak ko (heheheheh), haaaaAaaaay, nkakaktouch at nkakataba nman ng puso iyong mga advice nyo (na-appreciate ko po lahat ng iyon, chubra!!), maraming maraming salamat po tlga!!! lab yah all guys!! mwah!!

2005-10-15T17:54:00.000-07:00

........ whatta entry .........

I’m tired of life… like right now i want to die so0o bad... but when that "time" comes, i freak out!!! i may sound stupid but yes, its true, i want to die so bad!! im just sick of dealing with mah life, i just don't feel like dealing with it, (urrghh), i hate it!! i really don't know what's wrong with me but deep inside me i just want to die, just vanish and be free!!! and its really ironic coz i feel like i want to be free but i die, lifeless, i mean i don't even know where i'm going after, im just so stupid... as of now, i hate myself and mah life, i know someday or maybe tomorrow i'll regret saying this, but i just want to let out mah feelings, i mean who knows what may happen next, right?!?! o0oohh, god, please forgive me for saying these words, help me!! or maybe im just saying these things coz i need rest, yup!!! haaAaaay… naku ewan (gulo ko noh?!?)

2005-10-14T23:22:00.000-07:00

...... tampuhan blu's ulits hahahaha ......

I’m still alive… praise the lord!! hallelujah!! (hahahahahaha *baliw*), wuzho0oo, it’s friday!!, the weekdays are finally done, (tsktsk :p), w0w!!! the internet is really fast today huh, (himala* yata hahahaha)

Hmmmmm… well i guess, i have to write something about what happened to me today… aaAaamm, nothing really happened actually... (hahahahaha, labo), this morning, i woke at around 6ish, just took a bath, then went to sql and made tambaii... (hahahahaha), then after sql, we (jhenn, stepahanie and i), went to erika’s crib, wala lng tumambaii lng din kami doon (nyahahahaha), ayun food tripin’ kami we ate pizza, ice cream, v-cut, chippy, and pringles (so0o yummmie* ang takaw nmin noh?!? hahahahahaha), basta ang saya nmin…. oiii gudnews, dito na ulits si beshy sa manila (yaho0ooo… hindi na natuloy iyong lipatan nila sa province (hahahahaha *happee*) , welcome back beshy!! miss yah…

Okay, badtrip ako ngayon gabi, *tampuhan ulits* (bakit?!?, kanino?!?), aAaahh basta ayoko nang pag usapan pah, and i’m sure lam nyo na kung kanino, anyway!!! that's all for now wala na ako ma-i-blog!!! mwah!!!

2005-10-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

.... ka-pra-nin-gan ng loka ....

o0ohh well, it was a bo0oring thursday, (hahahahahaha :p), i was suppose to be with erika in megamall kaso sinamahan ko si mom sa cainta thats why hindi kami natuloy, (hahahaha, kulits), kaya ayun mukhang may tampo ang erika sa akin (sorry po tlga erika, :sad face:)

What else?!? hmmmmm… i haven’t slept for how many days now, haaAaaay, ang laki na ng eye bags ko, (kainis, hahahaha), ah basta ilang araw na ako ganito, hirap matulog (huhuhuhuh)

[boredom + aye = pictures ü (haha), does it look gud?!? i know it doesnt… o0ohh well... i dont care anyway, (tsktsk)]

Ay naku wala ako magawa dito, i hope someone comes over mah house to chill with me, pero iyong may dalang pagkain huh, wala kasi ako ipapakain eh (tsktsktsk, just kidding!!)

Hmmmmm… kanina pala doodle tripin’ kami ni bes-irish sa ym, dala ng kaboringan sa buhay, (hahahahahaha, ang saya-saya nmin), kulits noon hulaan blu’s nmin (ahihihihih), pati iyong mga drawin’ nmin heto nga o0ohh, ni-posted ko iyong doodle nya for meh, its so0o cute and chuweet :p ayt??!? (tnx a lot bes! *hugs*)

I visited to danneth’s blog right now, good news, she’s back (okay na ang laptop nya, hahahahaha), huggy* for yah siz (ahihihihih), namiss ka nmin :D, hay miss ko na din si beshy kow :( saka si wabbit the wabbit (hehehehe)

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" don’t force yourself to fall in love just because you think it’s your turn, wait for a while, maybe cupids are having a hard time searching for the heart that deserves the kind of love you can give…. "

2005-10-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

...... love meh wednesday ......

GrrrRrrrr… sql day again!! i feel like not going to sql kanina, i slept late na naman last night, (hahahaha bago ba iyon?!?), but i have no0o choice… i went to sql, waAah ang saya isa lang ang exm ko, (yaho0oo… ahihihihih)

Just got home at around 2ish (tsktsk), haaAaaay… i’m so0o bored, just finished checking mah friendster, and i’m on mah last account na… (hahahahaha), i’m so0o tamad na (weh tinamad nga ba tlga?!? iyon ba tlga ang reason?!?, hahahaha ewan :p), i’m chattin with bes-irish on yahoo messenger nga pala, hayun… shared ko sa kanya mga ilan nalalaman ko bout photoshop (ahihihihih, naging tutor ako today, hahahaha), well nothing much happened… ayun nkusap ko ang wabbit ulits, ü ang saya saya (hahahaha), oo nga pla thanks nga pala ulits kay siz lea binigyan nya ulit ako ng gift (hehehehe, ang chuweet*)

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Never expect love to always be at its best cause if you do, you’ll never learn to appreciate its existence.

2005-10-11T19:57:00.000-07:00

...... ordinary day .......

Whatttzuup guys?!? well, i'm supposed to be studyin’ for mah exm tomorrow, but no0o... i'm blogging, (hahahahaha, pasawaii tlga noh?!?), i'll studiiee later when i'm in the mood, (tsktsk *kulits*), hmmm… nothing much happened today, such a boring day?!? o0ohh yeah… well i thought the sun was gonna shine, so0o i didn't bring mah jacket, (nyahahahaha), but i was effin’ wrong , kasi biglang umulan (duh, kainis), ang lamig tuloy (hahahahaha)

So0o whattt’s new?!? ayun after sql, we (nina and i ) went to eat at chowking, ayun hindi kami nag exm today (ahihihih) , kasi exempted kami (oh da vah ang taray ng lola nyo hahahaha)

Last night naka-usap ko ang wabbit, go0od news okay na kami, wala ng tampuhan (hahahaha), ayun kwentuhan lang kami sandali then after that natulog na din ako…

Hmmm… i’m getting addicted to the nina's song "i love you goodbye" o0ohhh yeah, it's go0od, if you haven't heard it yet, i suggest you download it or just buy a nina's cd instead, (nyahhahahaha), ah basta ang ganda nun song plus, ang ganda ng voice ni nina tlga :p (tsktsk)

I was planning to make a new banner dapat kanina, but mah adobe photoshop isn't working so0o i can't make mah banner tuloy, (*sad face*), haaAaaay.. na-a-adik ako sa photoshop (hahahaha), so0o i have to go 'cause i have nothing to blab na!! ciao…

2005-10-10T23:45:00.000-07:00

...... i'am so0o sad right now, i dunno why?!? ........

Hello bloggin’ world!! (nyahahahaha), today is mundae’, no sql today (yaho0ooo… hahahaha), well, i don’t know what to write in this entry… waAaaah, i’m so0o tamad to update tlga today, pero dahil love ko ang bloggy ko, i decided to update na din (tsktsk, dami pang arte eh no?! lol :p), so0o whatt’s up with aye* nga ba?!?, hmmm… i've been crying lately, yeap, how weird, i’am really jolly and happy yah' know, but these days, i've been crying, crying so0o much (snifff* sniiiff), i don't even have tears anymore to shed, i’am so sad right now, i've been crying because of a lot of things… (dramaness*)

Anyho0ooo, i’m gonna die here at home (aihihihih… bo0oring!!), ayun i watched princess diaries2 kanina and it’ was so0o nice… (kiligness* toink, hahahahaha), haaAaaay… i can't upload mah pixies on mah multiply account today... coz’ the system is really slow.... (grrrrRrrr kainis, hahahaha), kung kelan pa nman ako sinipag mag-uplaod, (ahihihih)

I was browsing to laine, glam and ate xyla’s blog right now, ang ganda tlga ng mga bloggy nila, it’s really cool (ang mga expert sa layiee ng blog hahahahaha), asteeeg*

I talked to wabbit last night ayun (may chakit sya… tinatablan pa pala iyon?! nyahahahaha, just kidding :p, pero di pa kami bati, may tampo pa din ako sa kanya nyahahahaha), kaya ayun sandali lng din kami nakapag-usap… (tsktsk, miss you), so0o till here na lng i have nothing to say na din kasi eh…

Hmmm… thanks for all those who keep on giving me comments nga pala (ahihihhihi), and also to those who keep on posting in mah chatterbox… thank you all guys :D miss yah and lab yah all… mwah!!

2005-10-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

..... MIND or HEART?!? .....

[sharing lng po dala ng kaboringan tsktsk]

If we would let our hearts rule our actions, would we be so impulsive? Of course, we would do anything whatever our hearts desire. But if we would let our minds control our behavior, would we be happy because we would tend to rationalize everything? Most of the times reasons and emotions are not on the same side. Would we do what we feel or follow what we think? Kaya ang buhay minsan ay very confusing. Di natin alam kung ano susundin, especially when it comes to our love life.

.... ex. gnito kadalasan ang sbi ng puso at isip ntin ....

Heart(napalundag): Ang crush ko!!! Papunta dito sa inupuan ko. Anong gagawin ko??? Nasaan na ba itong lipgloss ko. Okay ba hitsura ko? Mirror, mirror, please....
Mind(nakaismid): Oi gaga! Kelan ka ba matuto ha? As if papansinin ka nman ng mokong na yan.
Heart: Haayyyy...ang cute talaga niya!
Mind: Cute nga. Cute din 'yang girlfriend niya.
Heart(prang kinirot): Ba't na lng di kya ako ang nobya niya?
Mind: 'Wag ka nang mangarap na gising. Hala, balik sa pag-aaral mo. May exam pa mamaya.
Heart: Ba't ba lagi ka na lang killjoy, ha?
Mind: Killjoy ba 'yang pinapaalalahanan lang kita. Nangangarap ka sa taong di ka naman kilala. Hello, remember what happened in the past?
Heart: You're always against me. Alam mo ba kung ano ang ginagawa natin kay Self? Kaya hayun tuloy. Na-confused siya lagi. Dahil ikaw, lagi kang kontrabida...
Mind: Ako pa ngayon ang kontrabida?!? Ako nga lang itong nagpaalala. Baka naman gusto ni Self na luluha ulit? Anong nangyari doon sa previous crush n'yo? Di ba ginawa ka lang na gaga?
Heart: Sobra ka talaga. But hindi ka na lang maging masaya para kay Self ha? Puro na lang kung anu-ano iniisip mo. Di ba sinunod naman ni Self 'yong payo mo two years ago. Anong nangyari din? Hayun, pinakawalan ni Self ang taong pinakamamahal niya.

Oftentimes, we don't know what choices to make kung conflicting ang ating pag-iisip at pakiramdam. For example, if you have to make a choice between the following and you have to choose one & only one, what would it be?

Who would you rather be with?
a.) be with someone you love who doesn't love you back; or
b.) be with someone who loves you but whom you doesn't love

Love is also making decisions. Who to keep, when to let go, when to fight. The choice we make may not keep us happy, but we know that somehow it is the right thing to do. And sometimes that in itself is enough.

2005-10-08T23:57:00.000-07:00

..... waAaaah, bradtrip ako .....

Hello guys!! now i'm in the mood to0oo type... lately, i've been so0o “tamad” to0oo post new things here... (hahahaha... katamaran nga nman), well anyway, nothings new… today’s the birthday of mah mom (ah-yay-yay... ang daming foody-diee dito hahahaha), “happee birthday mom!!”, o0oppss… may natanggap ulits akong gift galing kina ate xyla, marj and ralph, ang chuwweeet tlga ng mga friends ko, thank you very much guys, grabe na-appreciate ko tlga, tnx ulits ng marami (mwah*)

Okay enough, lemmmee change the topic… so0o i was up at around 5:00 o’clock in the morning, (why so0o early?!? no0o sql today huh?!?), wala lang (tsktsk), ayun, i took an hour bath, ate one slice of bread, hotdogs, and orange juice for mah breakfast (eww… diet noh?!? hahahaha), i'm stuck at home the whole day... waAaaah, sad b’coz no0o one's texting me for the first time... (mga churipots today… nyahahahaha, just kidding!!)

Ammm… i chatted to bez-irish mga pala kanina, ayun we talked about so0o many things (hahahaha), grabe wala kaming ginawa kundi tumawa (para kaming mga *aning hahahaha), thanks bez for yah time… pa-hugs nga (weEennk* hahahaha)

I called wabbit nga pala sa phone kanina, namiss ko kasi eh, kaya lang ayun na-badtrip ako sa kanya, don’t ask me why?!?, coz’ i won’t tell din nman eh, sorry guys… baka mainis lang ako lalo (grrRrrr… aAahhh basta kainis!!! *sniiff..snifff)

Right now i visited to mah beshy’s blog, it’s really cool, guys… visit nyoh para makita nyoh din (hahahaha… todo plug’!! tsktsk :p), haaAaaay, naku na-adik na naman sa bloggy ang beshy ko, (hahahahah :p), miss yah beshy…

Hmmm… i hafta go na!! it's 12:05 now in mah clock… have to0o get ready for bed na (hahahaha), ciao, ciao!!

2005-10-07T21:52:00.000-07:00

...... lovely, lovely, lovely day ......

0h mahhhnnn, i’m feeling sleepy na, but i gottah update here muna bago ako matulog (hahahaha… adik noh?!? :p), so0o whattt happened?!?, haaAaaay… i was tiring today, but it’s all good, it’s all worth it naman eh… ayun i went to sql at around 8ish, (aga noh?!? hehehe kelangan eh :P)

After sql, chilled at the canteen for awhile, like usual, then…went to stephanie’s place, just eating some cookies cuz’ we got o0oh-so0o hungry (hahahahah), we watched the red eye din, (aAaww!!), Rachel McAdams is suchaAa hotttiiieee, the movie was good, actually napanood ko na iyong movie na iyon before eh (with wabbit… hehehe), naki-join lng ulit ako… para masaya!! (o0oh davah?!?)

I chatted to mah dear friend irish nga pala kanina, ayun we talked about some stuff… blah blah blah’s (wo0ops*… hahahaha dramaness!!), enjoy kami sa chikahan (tsktsk)

Hmmm… speaking of irish gusto ko palang mg-thanks ulit sa kanya, cuz’ she gave me a wonderful gift again (oh yeah… gift ulit, kakatouch!!), look -->

Also thanks to lea & marj binigyan din nila ako ng gift!! (whuzho0ooo… ang saya-saya), kaya lng iyong gift sakin ni marj hindi ko makita, may problem yata sa url, (howsad*), well anyways, thanks na din, ang sweet ng mga friends ko noh?!(labyah all guys!! mhuwakss)

Well yeah, I’m just so0o tired right now so0o immaa go already… i need some rest… pero bago ako matulog usap muna kami sandali ng wabbit (ahihihhihi), so0o till mah next post… babye!!!!

2005-10-06T23:36:00.000-07:00

..... gimmmee huggiiee thursday .....

I woke up early today, 6:00am to be exact, so0o i just stayed at home today because i had no sql (yaho0oo… hahahaha), and isa pa, i had no plans… (tsktsk), i went online too early, beshy sharla was online too so we chatted for awhile… kainis nga eh, kasi kanina someone booted mah ym id na nman, (grrRrrrr), kapag nalaman ko lang kung sino ka, i’m mah slash your neck then papakain ko sa dinosaur (nyahahahaha… bad aye* :p), ayun text ko kanina si wabbit kaya lng churipot wala na naman load kya hindi makapag-reply (hehehe.. miss u na po!! yabya)

Anywho0o… i am so0o addicted to photoshop (aAaww!!) nakakaaliw kasi eh, another boredom saver ko na naman toh (hahahaha), ayun since boring ako and nothing to do here gumawa ako ng gift sa mga blogmates/friends ko using photoshop of course (ahihihihih… nakaka-adik kasi!!), kaya lang hindi pa ako ganun kagaling, haAaaay… nkakainggit iyong mga friends ko na magagaling sa photoshop… oo nga pala thanks pala ako kay siz irish, coz’ she gave me a hug/gift!! how sweet... LOOK!!!

0o0ohh davah ang sweet ng lola ko (ahahahaha), grbeng touch ako dyan sa message nya (*sniff.. sniff* hahahaha), thanks siz irish!!! labyah much!!

Uhmmm… whattt else?? ayan plugin lng ako para sa bloggy ng beshy ko (tsktsk), paki check nyoh po bilis -- beshy sharla

2005-10-05T20:29:00.000-07:00

..... hello blogworld hahahahah .....

Uuhhmmm… i don’t really wanna make a blog entry but i’ll try to anyway, haAaay… ang bilis ng araw no?!? october na!!! time really flies (hahahaha)

5:30 in the morning i stood up and went to the bathroom to take a bath, pagkatapos hindi na ako kumain then go to sql na agad, sql?!? it was the same, nakakapagod pa din, waAaah, we had a lot of hw, (kainis!! grRrrrr)

I was suppose to go malling with steph, and meg this afternoon, but i didn't go, medyo masama ang pakiramdam ko, and isa pa i’m not in the mood to go out, go0osh… mah body hurts, haAaay… past few days tlgang kulang ako sa tulog, kapag may ginagawa ako dinadalaw na ako ng antok, pero pag nasa bed na ko para matulog (pasawaii... hindi na ako makatulog, waAaah!!), i don't know what the hell is wrong with me, kaya madalas tlagang kulang sa tulog… hmmp… kaasar!!!

Last night nanaginip ako ng masama (*takot ako* hahahaha, azus dramaness), siguro dahil i think of negatives thoughts too much, maybe that's the reason why i've been experiencing these nightmare, well hindi ko na i-ku-kwento kung ano ngyari… basta npka-weird

Hmmmm… i chatted to mah friend stellar nga pala kanina ayun sandali lng kami nakapag-usap kasi dami ko ginawang hw kanina kaya ayun kahit na gusto ko makipag-chika-han ng matagal sa knya no choice ako kundi gawin muna iyong hw koh kanina (haaAaaay.. *sad*), well it’s okay maybe next time mkakapag-chikahan na kami ng matagal (ayt?!? nyahahahahaha)

Right now due to boredom, wala ako ginawa ng ginawa kundi kumain ng v-cut, nakaka-apat na ako (nyahahahaha… ang takaw), isn't that great?!? o0opps.. by the way heto na pla iyong pixies nmin ni wabbit kahapon (ahihhihihi).. miss u much wabbit, sarangheo :D

[ayan nagpakaadik kami ng wabbit, un iba next tym na lng ahihihih]

so0o i hafta go na guys, tinatamad na ako (ahihihih), and isa pa i have nothing to write na din....

2005-10-04T23:14:00.000-07:00

...... happee, happeee, happeee tuezdae' .......

[grabe... enjoy ako!! basta ang saya, tnx wabbit]

Well here we go again to another day of some so0o-called blogging.… (tsktsk), i took a bath muna before i lounged mahself in front of the computer… (para freshiee… oh davah!!)

Anyway, today was a great day (wuzho0ooo... happee ang chubaness lola nyo, kahit na umuulan nyahahahaha), ayun i woke up so0o early today (waAah… puyat ako hehehehehe), then took a bath, kain ng breakfast then go to sql, well, sql was fine, (inantok lang nman ako doon… hahahaha)

After sql : uwi muna ako sandali, (syempre kailangang mgpaganda… hahahahaha), then go na sa meeting place nmin ni wabbit (ang pretty lng lola nyo kahit na puyat… hahahaha, ang kafal tlga!!, oh wag na palag blog ko toh :p), and guess whattt??, late lang nman ako ng dalawang oras (go0osh nakakahiya tlga… hahahaha nahiya pa ang loka!!), pero nakakatuwa at nkakatouch kasi kahit na dalawang oras sya naghintay sa akin doon aba sinalubong pa din nya ako ng smile (wo0ott… hahahaha), ayun we watched “transporter 2” (waAaaah… action movie!!), pero okay na din nice nman iyong movie eh, bago muna pla kami nanood bumili muna kami ng foody-dieee nmin sa jollibee at kfc (ang dami nmin food… nyahahahaha, ang takaw nmin noh?!!), pagkatapos manood ayun pictorial nman ang ngyari (hahahahaha… nag-adik sa pictures), maybe tomorrow post ko here iyong ilang pixies nmin (ahihihihih), then tambaii kami sa may food court (hahahhahaha… nangti-trip kami), wala kami ginawa kundi tumawa ng tumawa (sumakit nga tiyan ko eh tsktsk)

Quarter to 5:00 ayun paalam na sya umuwi, binigyan nya ako ng chupseee (hahahaha… nkakatouch.. tnx a lot wabbit hehehe), hindi na ako sumabay umuwi sa kanya kc magkikita pa kami ng cuzin ko pra bumili ng gift para kay mom (oh yeah bertdey nya kc on saturday eh), kaya ayun wait ko si cousin ko sa planet toy, tapos noon nkabili na ako ng gift umuwi na din ako agad…

Whew!!! just got home at around 8:00 (hehehehhehe),haAaay… so0o tiring!!! pero okay lang happeee nman eh!!!

What else?!? hmmm… thanks for all those who keep on giving me comments, (ahihihhihi), and also to those who keep on posting in mah chatterbox… so0o thanks for everything guys... you make mah bloggy more interesting!!

By the way, i read somehting in friendster, ang cute… kasi eh kaya here share ko dito, itz about love and basketball....

LOVE IS LIKE BASKETBALL

dapat give and take ang laro... syempre, one will always win, one will always lose, ganon din naman sa love di ba?? laging merong nagmamahal ng higit sa isa, at yung isa laging humahabol, minsan may fouls, kasi nasasaktan na...

no relationship is perfect kaya allowed ka hanggang six fouls... kaso pag fouled out ka na... kailangan mo ng humanap ng ibang kalaro... masyado mo kasing "hinaharass" yung kalaro mo, ganun nga siguro talaga, pag naghahanap ka naman ng isang kalaro na ayaw makipaglaro sayo, para kang nagmahal ng isang tao na di ka mahal...

pag meron naman dyan na isinasali ka sa laro na ayaw mo, para kang hinahabol ng isang tao na di mo naman mahal... pero di ba mas mahirap kung gusto niyo parehong maglaro, kaso hindi pwede kasi yung isa sa inyo may kalaro na... o kaya pareho kayong may kalaro na...

hai nako... eh sino ba yung referee?? ahhh... yung mga KAIBIGAN MO na minsan PILIT na PINAGHIHIWALAY kayo, swerte mo pag kakampi mo yung referee, kasi di ka niya tatawagan ng fouls... kaso yung kalaro mo naman, hurtiing inside na eh hindi mo pa alam, ang hirap initndihin noh?? Complicated, para nga talagang love, parang basketball, pero siguro dapat nating tandaan, wag na wag lilipat sa ibang court kapag may kalaro ka pa sa court mo, mahirap mag-double play, isa lang ang katawan mo, mahirap maglaro sa dalawang court... dapat stick to one ka lang...

kailangan mo makahanap ng kalaro na hindi ka iwanan sa court mo?? para mas maayos ang game?? itz nice noh?? hehe.. la lang..

So0o… So0o much for that, i'll be going na coz’ i’m feeling sleepy na tlga, catch yah next time guys!!!! mwuakss!!

2005-10-03T18:27:00.000-07:00

...... preeettiiiee mundae' .......

[ng-adik ang bruha sa picture ng madaling araw..hahaha]

It’s a rainy day!! hmmm… not much going on in mah life today… dahil wala ako sql I stuck at home the whole day, i've been listening to the songs of nina, but then listening to her songs didn't make me feel bored, (hehehehhehe)

Well anyway… last night was so0o nice and happeee na din kahit paano kasi wala na kaming tampuhan ng wabbit (ahihihih… tnx god!!), oh yeah… i talked to wabbit again over the phone, were talking blah, blah blah’s (nyahahahaha.. namiss ko ikaw wabbit!! chubra!!), ayun i’m going out with wabbit again tomorrow after sql (yaho0o!! hahahaha), laboii ulit kami, dapat sa thursday pa eh kaso biglang nagbago isip nya (i dunno why?!?… hmmm.. bakit nga bah?!?)

HaAay… kanina habang nkahiga ako sa sofa at namumuni-muni, (naks ang lalim noon huh!! hahaha), i remembered the pre-school days and i miss it, did you know that i didn't really talk a lot kapag nasa school ako noon?!? (tsktsk), i wasn't that sociable, all i did was recite, did all the activities, and waited for play time (mah favorite subject… hahahaha), buti pa ang bata walang iniisip kundi kumain, at maglaro lang (hahahaha) nakakamiss maging bata noh?!?

So0o whatt else?!?, may bad news pala ako about mah beshy, haaAaaay… lilipat na siya ng house, dahil medyo nagkaroon ata ng problem bout her family (*sad face*), malabo na para sa’amin ang gumimik ulit (*crying*), kasi naman noh sa iloilo na sya lilipat at doon na daw nya ipagpapatuloii iyong study nya (waAah!! mamimiss kita beshy kow!!), wish ko sana hindi matuloii iyon… (*sniff.. sniff.. sniff*), i love you and i miss you so0o much beshy!!! (take care always!!)

[picture lng ako kanina 5:00 ng umaga!!inis ang panyet ng light!!]

That’s for all for now… wala na ako masabi…. o0oh by the way thanks nga pla sa mga nag tag sa tagggiee ko here, i'll be visiting your blogs din later!! Ciao!!!

2005-10-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

..... i'm officially missing you ......

I'm really tired right now, napagod ang chubaness lola nyo kaka-aayos ng bloggy (hahahaha… nakakapagod din pla noh?!?), well’ i’m so tamad to update here, but stephanie forced me, (ahahahaha… adik sa blog ko, tsktsk just kidding!!)

Anyway, what happened today?!? hmmm… okay i woke up so0o early today, just took an hour bath, ate breakfast then went online… (hahaha... aga-aga online agad!!), wala check lang kasi ako ng email-add ko kya hayun ng-online na rin, at saka tinignan ko kung online ang wabbit, hayun nkachat ko sina lea and pauline (kool ang saya ng conversation namin sa conference ng yahoo messenger (tsktsk)

Last night I talked to wabbit over the phone, kaya lang inis ako eh kaya hayun sandali lang kami nakapag-usap, miss ko pa naman iyon (haAaay… tamponess na nman!!)

Wala talaga ako sa mood today, I’m so0o so0o sad… thats all i got to say!!

2005-10-01T20:16:00.000-07:00

..... "IN" & "OUT" .....

have you ever been in and out of a relationship? and you know that this relationship isn’t going nowhere but you want it to work for a number of reasons. we'll probably you need another man/women or whatever you want, so0o how do we fall "IN" & "OUT" of love? certainly not what we expect in the first days of it. falling "IN" love is easy, guys do it all the time...but it's not easy to "STAY IN" love, that's why girls have an uncanny ability of being in that perpetual state of love and guys (well most of us) don't, when falling "OUT" of it guys tend to be the first to give up. we'll girls don't easily do it but sometimes when things get a little bit confusing they tend to back out, we always thought girls are fickle minded....

2005-09-30T18:39:00.000-07:00

... para sa mga broken-hearted?!? specially 4 you ...

[ayan isa na naman sa mga friend ko ang nasawi sa pag-ibig...]

[gRrrr ibang boys tlga pasawaii kung minsan... di vah gurls?!?]

Letting go is a decision that can never be dictated on us... acceptance is the key to a new beginning and time is the healer of all wounds... "losing someone may not be a loss at all but a blessing because someone even more is yet to come...

In spite of the pain of loss, you still are likely to be a better person for having had love... you can better understand yourself and be prepared for finding success in your future relationships...

" When lo0ove dies, you never have to die with it.... "
It's true that love can wait forever but it is crazy to stubbornly hope for someone who doesn't even care or understand how we feel...

YOU dont have to forget someone you love... what you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being "bitter or sorry for yourself..." you would better off giving that the dedication and love to someone more DESERVING....

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow...

If lose lo0ove, that doesn't mean that you have failed in lo0ve... cry if you have to... but make sure that tears washes away the hurt and the bitterness that the past left you with... don' t waste you time waiting for someone who never really cared about how you would heve felt....."

2005-09-29T14:44:00.000-07:00

...... hug me ang kiss me thursdae' ......

Hmmm... so0o, what happened to mah day?!?, okay... i woke up at around 5:20 in the morning, o0oh yeah, ang aga noh (ahihihih!), then i took a bath (hehehe, nagbabad sa tubig chubaness lola nyo), ate mah breakfast and then after that punta na sa sql, well.. sql was fine nman, kakatuwa kasi i chatted to irish kanina (nyahahahaha… pssst.. wag maingay “takas online” lang po iyon during mah clss, nyahahaha), pasawaiii tlaga noh?!? (tsktsk)

[asuz.. sharing pictures muna ulits chubaness lola nyo ahihih]

After sql ayun uwi na agad (bait ba?!? hehehe), when i got home, i went straight to mah computer and went online,(hahaha… nagpaka-adik na naman ang bruha?!? tsktsk), then i opened mah friendster account (waAaah... ano na naman problem ng friendster?!? grRrRrr, ayaw gumana ng transparent code ko!!!), haAaaay... minsan nakakainis na tlga ang friendster, ang akala ko pa naman may mali ako sa code ko, pero nun ni-try ko i-browse iyong account ng mga friends ko ganun din, so ibig sabihin nsa frienster ang problem!!!

Well... anyway despite all the things happened bout' friendstah heto may share ako sa'iyo guys...

BAKIT TAYO NAGMAMAHAL?!

why do we love ba?
so we can have somebody to talk to?
someone who can be there pag gusto natin gumala?
a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?
taong magbibitbit ng mga gamit mo?!!!

ALALAY for short!

eh pano kung di ka nya mahal?
would you still love him/her?
would you still continue to care for that person?!??

Bakit naman HINDE?!?

you didnt love that person para magkaroon ka ng alalay,
magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre,
taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects,
or taong mahihila mo if you want to go out..

if thats what u think bout' love well sorry ang BABAW mo!

loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria
na dapat maganda o guwapo, na dapat mabait or

understanding, kasi once you fall inlove you take

the risk of accepting that person
kahit maingay sya matulog, yung hilik ng hilik
kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na hindi kayo
kasya pag puno ang jeep! (hahaha)
kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang nalang ay sapakin mo sa

inis! yung sobrang selosa/seloso na

pati barkada pinagseselosan.. badtrip diba?

and yung napaka-arte OA/over acting kung baga!

o kahit ano pang things that would turn you off...

hirap tlaga magmahal trying to be PERFECT kase
gusto mong magtagal pero hindi yun ang sagot sa lahat..

ACCEPTING the real person fully

kase if you said na mahal mo sya

you dont need to find answers
kung bakit mo sya mahal...

kase lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you
accept that person magbago man sya

in the middle of your relationship hindi ka

masasaktan kase you know that
darating din yun.. tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo...

mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil
wala ng sasaya pa if you let one person feel na
MAHAL NA MAHAL

mo sya without asking for anything return...

then you can say wow un pla ang ~~LOVE!!!~~

walang.. (hehehehe… just wanna share lang!!), i got this from mah old bloggiee!! di ko na natandaan kung saan ko na kuha to!! sa forum yata ng tristan.

(hehehe... watevah!!), basta asteeg di bah?!?

2005-09-28T19:45:00.000-07:00

..... o0ohlala, nothing to do ......

"wait for the guy who would do anything just to spend time with you …"

Tama naman di bah?!?, I mean who wouldn’t want a guy who's like that on his gurl?!?, well i find it very sweet if a guy loves to spend time with his gurl, (hahahaha... wala lng)

Anyway, i'm feeling sleepy the whole day, (hindi kasi ako naktulog kagabi, nyhahaha), i just dont feel like blogging long again, okay nman ang sql, haaAaay... i was having a hard time because mah throat hurt like hell, (waAaah!! kawawa nman chubaness lola nyo :sniff:)

Hmmmm... i realized that mo0ore people are reading mah bloggiee nah!!! yipeee.... thank you all guys!!(tsktsk)

2005-09-27T19:20:00.000-07:00

nothing to do here kaya here share ko lang ilang pictures ko sa friendster, ang kapal o0oh cute daw?!? (hehe... pgbigyan na bloggy ko nman to eh.. tsktsk)

2005-09-27T19:01:00.000-07:00

..... some things about life .....

it will always be unfair, it will never be all great, it is never perfect, but despite its imperfection, god has his ways of giving us people or things to make it seem perfect and more wonderful.

the bad always gives meaning to the good, without the bad, how would we appreciate the good, without sadness, how would we appreciate happiness, without pain, how would we appreciate life, the bad balances the good,

when something bad happens, something good will soon come, everything that ends, begins. every tear is a smile owed.

god has amazing ways of letting us learn and live our lives.....

wala lang... life is sometimes just hard, but when the right person or people come in to share the challenges of life with yah, it becomes all easy and fun ayt?!!??

2005-09-26T22:48:00.000-07:00

..... tibok ng puso .....
[by mymp : waAaah!! adik a ko sa song na to ahihih]

kung sinabi mo noon ako'y iyong mahal
di sana ay tayo na ang nagkatuluyan
at sinabi ko noon ikaw ang mahal ko
ito'y tapat at may dalang walang hanggang pangako

ngunit di nagkatotoo
may iba kang nakita
kaya't nakapagtataka
ba't ako'y hinahanap mo pa
kung tayo'y magkikita muli
pwede bang magtanong sayo
ang tibok ba ng puso mo'y nagbago

kung sinabi mo noon ikay may pagtingin
di sana ay wala ng makakapaghadlang sa atin
nung sinabi ko noon na ikaw lang ang mahal
ang nasa isip ko ito'y magtatagal

ngunit di nagkatotoo
may iba kang nakita
kayat nakapagtataka
bat ako'y hinahanap mo pa
kung tayo'y magkikita muli
pwede bang magtanong sayo
ang tibok ba ng puso mo'y nagbago

2005-09-25T23:44:00.000-07:00

..... ang katamaran ng bruhita .....

I have been so tamad to update, haaAaaay… i feel so weird right now, (tkstks), anyway, what did i do today...?!?!, i had nothing to do here... but eat!! (nyahahaha.. takawness, ahihihi)

Well, i woke up so early again (hahaha), erika woke meh up, MAH FREAKIN’ PHONE RANG, she wanted to make telebabad at like 7:00 am, (hahahah… kita nyo kung gaano ka-adik ang friend kong iyon?! and take note celphone pa iyon huh, grabe!! LoL) well, i’m awake naman around that time so its okay, ayun we had a nice and lo0ong talk, puro chikas… blah blah blah (hahahaha), maglalaboii sana kami ngayon, but i dont want to go... (hahaha.. wala ako sa mood!!) that’s why im not going, haaAaaay… i have no idea what i’m gonna do tomorrow alam nyo nman kapag monday walang sql (yaheeey!! ahihihih)

Right now i’m listening to the mymp song “tibok ng puso”, w0wowiiieee ang ganda ng song!! I love it!! (kahit paulit-ulit ko na syang pinakikingan, hehehe), aaAaahh basta ang ganda ng song!!

Hummm...i was so0o freaking happeee nga pala, why?!? aba nakausap ko bezz veejay ko, yeap!! after a lo0ong, lo0ong years (hahahahah), ang loko wala pa ding pinagbago “machulets pa din at magaling mambola” (ahahahaha.. peace out bezz!!)

So0o I hafta go0o now… I think mah kwento is to0o long na (tsktsk), okay.. byebye!!!

2005-09-24T19:33:00.000-07:00

..... give me some LOVE ......

o0ohlalah… bored little fool, so... here i am in front of the computer again, (tsktsk), i couldn't find anything better to0o do soo0o i decided to blogging na lang (hehehehe), anyways, i tell yah, what happened to0o meh, the whole day... hmmm, i woke up super early today (hahahaha, wala lang), then went online, o0opps I chatted to mah new friend nga pala (ira.. yaho0o may bago akong friend), naks she’s so0o pretty and kool huh (hehehe.. tnx ira for spendin’ yah time kanina!!)

Okay... so after lunch i went to jhenn's house wala lang tambaii lang nman (tsktsk), she was still asleep when i got there, kaya ayun, ako ang gumising sa kanya (hahahaha! so0o funny, ang kulittss), actually, it was supposed to be an all-girls thing, and then uUuhhh, no one was able to go, (ahahaha), kaya ayun kaming dalawa lang ni jhenn nagkachikahan (hahahaha), pero okay lang saya nman nmin kahit kaming 2 lang, da vah jhenn?!? (tsktsk)

Hmmm… tomorrow na pala flight ni siz lea (haaAaaay... ingat na lng lagi siz!!), bsta iyon bilin ko sa iyon huh!! dito lng ako lagi kapag need mo ng advice, okay!! Labyahmuch sizzy…

So0o last night, after I chatted (to wabbit), i was badtrip tlga (waAaah, grRrrr!! basta nkakainis), kaya ayun di ko napigilan ang sarili ko umiyak, oh yeah ganyan ako kapag naiinis or masama ang loob (iiyak lang sa isang sulok!! *dramaness), haAaaay… wala na akong masabi, so0o till here na lng muna…

oo0oppsss, by the way i'd like to say thanks to those who tagged and comment here in mah bloggiiee!! Thank you all guys!! Ciao..ciao!!!

2005-09-23T16:06:00.000-07:00

..... koo0ool, koool fridae' .....

[ahihih, ang daming foodiee ngaun, hahaha]

It’s time to update, (ahahaha), as usual, i update mah bloggy when i’ve got tons of stuff to do, and when a lot has happened already… (hahaha), so0o whatt’s happened nga ba today huh?!?, hmmmm…. first of all i want to greet mah mom & mah dad nga pala “happeeee anniversary” (anniv. nila ngayon, hehehehe)

haaAaaay…..I slept late last night, so now I have these dark circles under mah eyes, (hahahaha mukha akong sabog tsktsk), waaaah, it's raining here again (grrRrrr… i hate it, nakakainis), hayun kanina sa lab I chatted to mah friend lea nga pala (hahaha… takas lang ahihihih pasawaiii), hay sa sunday na flight nya, pupunta na sya sa ibang planeta (hahaha, just kidding), mamimiss ko iyong bruhang iyon, lab you siz!!

[ahihih.. sharing pixies lang ulit!! wala lng :P]

hmmm… nakakapagod tlga pero okay lang there was no hw, naman eh (hahahaha), kaya ayun after sql we (meg and i), decided to stayed at stephanie’s place, oh yeah its really really fun, we watched dvd’s “a walk to remember” (mah fave. movie hahaha kiligness ulit), then we ate junkfoods tapos ayun ang dami nmin napag-kwentuhan, blah..blah..blah (hahahaha, mga chikas!!), basta ang saya nmin, thank you meg & steph!! nag-enjoy tlga ako!! sa uulitin…

I’m home at around 3:15 then ayun pagdating ko dito sa house ang daming food (ahahaha, may handa sila mom & dad), sasabak na nman ako sa lamunan, hindi nman nataba, (prang si irish tsktsk… nyahahaha peace tayo*), promise kahit anong dami ko yata tlgang kainin tlgang wlang effect hindi man lang ako tumataba (hehehehe)

Goo0oosshh... I'm missing a few persons right now, specially si beshy kow, I really miss her… almost 2 months na yata kaming hindi nagkikita nun, miss ko na iyong paglalaboii nmin, ummm… di bale kapag may time dalaw ulit ako sa castle nila (tsktsk), lab you beshy!!!

Anyhow, I gottah go now… kakain pa ako (hahahaha), take care everyone!!! And thankz for tagging….

2005-09-22T21:58:00.000-07:00

..... ooiii may new crush ako .....

[oh yeah, crush ko si sam ng pinoy big brothers hahaha]

Today?!? happee, happee day!!! uhmm… laboii ulits chubaness lola nyoh, waaah, mah body was achin’ *wabbit kasi eh!! napagod tuloy ako kaka-laboiii* (nyahahaha, jokiie.. lng), aiun, tambaii na nman kami sa mall (ahihihihi), then picture takin’ kaya lang 2 pixies lng nakuha (waah, biglang na-low-bat iyong digicam nya, duh!! malas tlga), then after nmin maglaro sa arcade ayun, we watched “sound of the thunder” okay lang nman iyong movie, (kooL), then foodtripin’ ulit kami sa kfc (so0o yummy… hehehe), tapos bago umuwi lamon kami ulit we ate somaii (hahahaha, ang charap ng somai!!)

Right now I watched “pinoy big brother” nyay… ang gwapo ni “sam”, angkyut (ahihihih.. kiligtot* hahahaha), wala lng…. by the way… here’s mah tagback nga pala :

Lea : huwaw sis new layieeee!! (ahihihih), nice color huh!!hmmmm.. I like yah new taggy nga pla (san mo nakuha?!), wah sis sa Sunday na pala alis mo (: cryin :), mamimiss kita bsta ingat ka dun lagi huh!! bsta pag need mo ng advice dito lng ako message ka lng ok!!

Aia, thian, star, karen, johanna, yax, & ate ethel : thankz for dropin by… (tskktsk) ingats!!

Glam and Laine : thankz for commetin’ laine à I like yah bloggy tooo, glam à sige send ko sau iyong button ko sa e-mail add you…. tnx again…

Ralph : thankz for tagging… ikaw huh nabasa ko iyong entry mo (hahaha, kahit na puro pang-aasar mga nilagay mo dun bout sa kin okay lang natawa nman ako eh :P tnx!!

Paulene : hahaha, nabasa ko nga un story siz (ahiihihih), oiii namisss kita huh!! naks busy tlga sa skul (ang bait nman), ummm.. apir* enge siopao ahahaha (labyu siz!!)

Irish : weeeeenkk* hahahaha, ang chulets siz inaaway ka ba ni ralp (sige upakan ko gus2 mo hahaha just kidding peace tau ralp* ahihihih), I mis youu mo00ooooorree oh da vah as in more (tsktsk) teeceee

Jaja : ahahaha… ang kyut ng nickname mo juju!!! (ahihihihih), I mis yah blog, ingats!!

2005-09-21T14:32:00.000-07:00

..... tananana, sharing lng .....

[aba, aba, aba serious ang bruhita!! tsktsk]

I noticed one thing, “love is in the air” oh yeah!! mah friends are in love!!! (ahihihih), well not all of them though, a lot are “falling out of love”, sadly, most of them are still heartbroken… :[

To all mah girl-friends!!!, don't be SAD, boys lng yan, (naks ano daw?! ahahaha), i mean, yeah i know that they're the "love" of our lives... our "other half"...our "partners in crime"... but what the heck, if he's giving you a hard time, if he doesn't show you his care at all, and if you feel like he's avoiding you for some reason, well HE's not worth it!!, he doesn't deserve you!! you deserve SOMEONE BETTER!!!, you'll find someone MORE deserving!!, your much awaited prince charming will soon enter your castle and you'll both live a happily-ever-after-kind-of-story, just be patient, (sabi nga ng mga matatanda kapag may cha-ga maynilaga, hahaha.. korny), well i know na matagal pa yan, like how many years from now, pero once we do meet the right guy for us, everything will be worth it da vah?!

BUT if you really super, duper, like and almost love that person and if you're the "no i'm not giving him up type of lover", then go for it girl!! (go ka lng kapatid tsktsk), try and try until you succeed!!! (ahahaha), try and try until you steal him away from that girl who's stealing him away from you, (LoL... hahaha), try and try until he notices you, try and try until he like or loves you back, and when you do succeed, oh di happee (da vah??? hehehehe)

Pero kung hindi nman, okay lang yan eh di go and find someone cuter!!!, para naman if ever you see him kahit saan with that ugly girl, you'll make hims feel that it's his loss not yours!!! (ahahaha… ang taray mo nun da vah?! hahahaha)

Naalala ko tuloy iyong song na Got To Believe, read the lyrics, à "Got to believe in magic, tell me how 2 people find each other, in a world that's full of strangers..." (oh da vah!!), didn't you notice?!, there are a lot of guys out there, madami as in, friends palang natin ehh (hahaha), but why cant most of us find the right guy for us?!, sa dinami-dami ng mga lalaki jan. THAT just means that in our lives, we'll meet a lot of "close-to-our-Mr. Right's" first and then get hurt bigtime so that when we finally meet our "Mr.Right", we're now set and ready to love for a lifetime *

announcement : ayan nag-upadated na po pala ako sa aking question thingy ko.... paki-view na lng po ung answer pra makita nyo iyong mga sagot ko sa mga tanong nyo (ahihihih.. labo0oo), pasensya na po kung ngayon lng nag-karoon ng tym pra mag update dun!! tnxs po sa lahat!!

2005-09-20T18:18:00.000-07:00

..... loneliness is killing me again?!? .....

[wala na bang bago huh?!?]

ArRrrgg!!! been wanting to blog for like hours already but mah freaking computer keeps on freezing!! geEez!!, i'm losing mah patience now… (rawrrrrr), i bet in like three minutes it will freeze again, (grrrrr), been typing the same thing… over and over againn... now i just lost all mah thoughts na yata, i hate it when that happens!!!, this computer is just pissing me off!! (waaaaahh nakakainis nah!!! i throw it na, but N0 hahaha jokieee lng!! boredom saver ko to eh LoL)

But moving on…. i signed in to mah ym account a while ago just to check what's new… so0o a lot of mah friends were online… (kaya lang hindi ko sila chi-nat, kasi wala ako sa mood at tinatamad din ako eh, hahaha, laziness)

Lately I’ve been receiving a lot of text messages from wabbit (hehehe ang yaman sa load huh, magpapamisa ako hahaha just kidding!!), umm… thank you so much… i just wanna let you know that it really melts mah heart whenever you send me those simple yet touching text messages, (hahaha ang korny ko nman, so0o babaw), yeah, mababaw lng tlga kaligayahan ko (ahahaha)

0oh share ko muna pixiez ko... msyado ksi serious entry eh (haha)

HaaAaaay… loneliness is killing me again… *sigh, (waaaAAahh.. wala na yatang nagbago sa araw-araw na buhay ko. nyaks tagalog na tagalog hahahah)

First : i miss a lottaaa people… oh yeah!! i miss wabbit, beshy sharla, mah betcee, nachi, mah friends (danneth, kym, lea, ruth, anne, kie, tin-tin and etc.), basta madami pa akong namimiss (tsk tsk)

Second : i'm saaaad coz... (eerrrr), i actually dont know, it's just another lonely night, (ewww), i hate being dramatic (hahaha, pero iyon laging ngyayari!!), it's so0o hard when you're far away from the person you miss noh?!? (lalo na sa taong mahal mo!! aayt?!?!)

I have a lottaaa things to say but i’m so0o lazy na tlga (ahahaha), so0o paano till here na lang muna!! (hehehe), next time na lng pow ulitss…

Ooppss.. by the way to all people who always read mah bloggy, thanks so much for tagging, for leaving comments, and for giving compliments, for the sweet "i miss you", and random messages, i love you all guys, i really appreciate it!!, i'll try to reply to you all one by one okay… :D thanks!! bhubyers!!!

2005-09-19T20:43:00.000-07:00

..... cryin chubaness .....

[i feel so0o sad, oh yeah really sad]

Okay so where the hell do I start… actually I’m not supposed to post here in mah blogspot today… but seeing mah friends blogs motivated meh to do so0o (ahahaha). hmmm, aright, nothing much happened today, haaAaaay… i just finished making mah play list here (goshyy huh..), more than 80 songs na ang nailagay ko sa play list ko (ahihihi.. oh davah ang-cha-ga ng chubaness lola moh hahaha charing*), hmmm… ano pa ba ginawa ko buong araw?!? ayun lumamon ng lumamon --> bloated tummy, (ahahaha katakawan nga nman LoL!!)

Ano pa?? kanina umiyak... bakit?!? hindi ko alam basta umiyak lng ako (hahahaha praning na ang bruha* pede bang umiyak ng wlang reason?! duh!!), oh yeah I easily cry, “iyakin nga daw ako sabi nila” (sinong sila?! basta sila!! hahaha labo), ewan ko bah basta… simply seeing someone cry makes me cry, showing mah love for mah friends makes me cry, hearing heartfelt words makes me cry, missing someone makes me cry, at madaming-madami pang iba… ang weird da vah?!? msyadong madrama (hahahaha)

Ay oo nga pala kanina habang tambaii ako sa labas ng gate namin may nakipagkaibigan sa akin (wuzho0o new friend, Kathy name nya bagong lipat daw sya dito sa village tsk..tsk), she’s so talkative (feeling close na kami hehehe), may natutunan tuloy ako sa kanya ---> never be afraid to make new friends, don't wait till they ask you, do the first move and meet someone new... (oh davah wala lng ahihihih)

So uuhhmm, i guess it's gonna be this for now, so till mah next entry na lng... bhubyes!! sa lahat po ng bisita ko sa taggy "salamat po ng mdami" labyah all guys!!!

2005-09-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

.... i was super badtrip today ....
[grRrrr... i hate this day]

I can't get mah hand off this fre*kin' keyboard, it is pushing meh, forcing meh to0oo write something/anything (hahaha), haAaayy... just woke up and i'm in the bad mood (grRrrr... oh yeah i really hate this day!! inis tlga ako!! as in badtrip!!), well anyway i changed the look of mah bloggy nga pala (obvious nman da vah?!?), wala lng nagsawa na kasi ako sa dating background ng bloggy ko eh, and since i stuck at home the whole day at wlang magawa dito, ayan gina-nahan na din akong mag-fix ng blog ko (nyahahaha)

hmmm... last night i talked to wabbit through ym, kaya lang bigla sya na-ubusan ng internet load (arrghh), then ayun usap na lng kami sa phone, kaya lang sandali lng kmi ngkachi-ka-han, nagkatampuhan kasi kami (hummm.. ewan ko ba do0on!! init ng ulo0o), kaya ayun pagbaba ko ng phone i wacthed close up-fame na lng (wala lng trip lng!! tsk...tsk), tapos di ko na alam kung sino nanalo (nyhahaha.. nkatulog kasi ako eh!!), tapos ayan pag-gising ko kninang umaga wala na ako sa mood, (ang taray di vah?! hehehe), tapos ang aga ng-online sa ym ng wabbit, (hmmp... di ko nga kianusap inis kasi ako eh!!)

waaAaaah.... inis na nga ako sinasabayan pa ng sakit ng ulo ko (oh mah gawd) ilang araw na akong ganito huh!! mamamatay na ba ako?!? (charing hehehe), umm.. dito na lng muna entry ko i need to take a medicine ulit.... bhubye!!

2005-09-17T23:20:00.000-07:00

.... ang labo ko nman oh ....

[what happened ba huh?!?]

last night was weird, i don't know what happened to meh... it was all so... unexpected?!? i mean come on... whattt's up?!! arRrgh, i didn't expect myself to act that way, i meaaan.. Hello?!!? Argh!! ewan!! labo....

2005-09-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

..... happeee bertdey tita linda! .....
[lamunan time ahahaha]

Hmmm… today is?!? yes!! tita linda’s birthday (bwahahaha), ang daming food here (sira ang figure ko nito ahahaha, jokiee jokiee), so what have i been doing lately huh?!?

I was browsing through mah friends list in friendster, and an unknown guy added me, (hahaha, wala lng), waaAaah puno na ang friendster account kow!! (ahihihih)

Oh mah god… it’s freezing cold now!! (grRrrr), the other day it was so0o damn hottiee, pero ngayon grabe umuulan nman, (ahaha ang gulo ng weather minsan tsk…tsk noh?!? pasawaiii tlga!!)

Hmmm… by the way i watched “ma-a-la-a-la mo kaya” last night (dala lang po ng ka-bo-ri-ngan kaya nauwi na naman ako sa kabaduyan ahahaha), but you know what?!? I like the story, grabe nkakaiyak (ahahaha, dramamness), at dun ko lng naalala ulit iyong word na...

“malalaman mo lang na importate at mahal mo ang isang tao kapag nawala na siya sa’yio” (haaAaay)

Sige na, it's getting late and i'm planning to wake up early tomorrow pah, bkit?!? wala lang trip lng (ahahahaha), bahbooo0ossh!!!

2005-09-15T21:48:00.000-07:00

..... thank you.. thank you.. thank you .....

[salamat sa mga nag-tag hurr]

Wuzho0ooo, it’z time to blog (hehehe), well... i'm not good now!! if you wanna ask me, (lolx, ahahaha), i'm pissed, kasi ang bagal ng internet connection ko here!! (grRrrr… kainis!!), well…. anyway what happened ba?!? haaAay.. I didn’t go to schoo0ol today, waaAaah, may fever chubaness lola nyo, kaya I was stuck at home the whole day (i did nothing!! ahahaha), maliban sa gumamit ng computer, (hahahaha), adik tlga, nakuha pang mag-computer ng loka (tsk..tsk)

I chatted to wabbit kanina (ahihihih), since boring ako dito ayun we decided to play online games na lng (we played gunbound… oh yeah hindi lang panlalake ang larong ito huh!!), ayun natapos kami maglaro mga 1:30 na, lagi siya “talo” (nyahahaha!! hindi ako gano marunong nun huh, pero lagi ko sya talo... “chamba lagi ako, lagi panalo” tsk..tsk *belat*)

well lately, mah friends come up to me, asking for advice about their problems in love, (ahahaha. funny ain't it…), i can help other fix their problems in love but i can't figure out what mah problem is in love, (hahahaha… kakatawa di bah?!), i don't know if it’s me or is it them!! (hahaha), well but i'm glad i can help you guys, (tsk..tsk)

huwaw!! nagulat ako huh daming kong bisita sa taggy ko today (ahihihih), here’s mah tagback nga pla guys :

ruth : hellow siz!! muwaaah!! ayan na palitan ko na iyong link you here, I’m so0o hapeee kasi blogger ka na din (ahihihih), miss you to0o.. ingats din lagi!!

jin : thanks for dropin by… oo nga eh kakatuwa dami ng tag sa taggy ko (ahihihih), muztah kna ?!? i miss yah bloggy huh!!

lea : siz pahuggy nga!! * ummm…* (ahahaha), bruha ka magtext ka nman noh!! haaAaay… kainis malapit kana lumipad (buti ka pa!!), bastapag may problem ka, dito lang ako okay… wag ka makakalimot huh!! missyoumuch!!

patty : siz pm mo na lng ako sa yahoo messenger mo okay... then doon ko na lang give iyong contact ko okay!! miss you!!!

pat : well… i thought you are a gurl (ahahaha.. sorry huh napagkamalan pa kita!!), tao lng po!! Hmm.. kyut ng bloggy mo huh!! thnx for dropin hurr…

pichi : nice to meet yah here pichi!! well.. hope we can be friends, tnx for taggin’!! beshy ko talaga daming friendieee!! (ahihiih)

jaja : hello preettiee jaja!! naks… everytime ata na visit ako sa bloggy you lagi new profile pix (ahahaha… adik ak di sa pixies huh!! :p) thnx sa link :D ingats!!!

denise : oiiii nabuhay ka siz (hehehe), nkita ko na new bloggy you, naks danda huh!!! it’s really kool!! miss yah…

audrey : new frenz (yaho0ooo… i’m glad to meet yah here siz!!), ayan na add na rin kita sa friendter ko!! tnx!!

lexy : link mo ko??? SURE!! (hehehehehe), sige.. sige.. link exchangd tayo (tsk..tsk), thanks for dropin by..

star, esther, darkblak, glaiza, gee, foxynell, kervi, karenkristie, jennifer, casey, rglen, rowie, stellar and chaucer : thank you all guys for tagging here!! (bsta sa inyong lahat salamt po ng mrami!!)

haAaay... i opened mah friendster account kanina, as usual… to check out what's new… tapos, there was a new message for me… it came from mah ex-boy-friend... i don't wanna say his name na... aaaahh basta!! (haaAay naku change topic na lng, coz’ I don’t want to talk about it!! okay!!)

well. my life's been such a bore, nothing good's happening to me today, that’s all for now… hmm… by the way i need your comments on this. :: LOVE GIVEN BUT NEVER RETURNED IS LOVE WASTED?! is that true or not?! it isn't right?!? (hahaha), nytiiee nytiee 'all!! i love you so much. rock on. \m/

2005-09-14T23:10:00.000-07:00

..... i miss mah woggy bloggy .....

[grabe bo0oring, grabe tamad hahaha]

I miss blogging but right now I’m to0oo lazy to blog I’m not in the mood to think all what happened today (hehehe... tamad tlga!!), neither I’m so0oo damn lazy to type here, all i can say is i'm tired… and i want to sleep na (hahaha), so0o paano hanggang dito na lng muna guyz!! bhubye!!

2005-09-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

..... rock with me tuesday .....

[i'm so0o happeee!! wuzhoo0o!!]

It’s a little bit late, haaAaaay… pagod chubaness lola nyo, but I thought I’d update real quick before I head off to mah bed (tsk..tsk)

So0o whatt happened today?!? Hmmm… wabbit and I decided to meet up b’coz we haven’t seen each other for two weeks (hahaha… laboii kami ulits sa mall), ayun pagdating doon sa mall punta kami sa karaoke booth kaagad, then we sang (hahaha.. nagwala kami doon), it’s so0o much fun, para kaming mga baliw (tsk.. tsk), pagkatapos magwala, we decided to watch a movie na kasi wala na kami magawa but after that we went to kfc first to buy some food (ahiihih... dami naming food hahaha, takaw namin), we had a large fries, large drink, burger, and chicken, tapos bumili pa kami ng popcorn (hahaha... oh da vah takaw tlga!!), then ayun we watched “the red eye”, un lang kasi iyong may parang nkakatakot na poster dun eh kaya iyon na lang pinanood nmin, kaya lang I found na na-wasted lang iyong money nmin, parang hindi ko feel iyong movie, ang boring (grRrrr), pero okay lang madami nman kami food eh kaya di naman kami mxyado nabored (hahaha), pagkatapos manood, we went to the foodcourt then we eat again (hahaha.. I think I’m looking piggy na tsk… tsk), we had some laughs while eating… basta ang saya namin!! Wuzho0o!! sayang lng nkalimutan ni wabbit iyong digi-cam, wala tuloy kami pixurs (sad face), then after kumain we decided to go home na…

Just got home at around 7:30pm na waAaah… kakapagod pero ok lng enjoy nman eh!! (hehehe), pag-uwi ko dito sa house ayun alis ulit ako (ahahaha), tita linda and I went to the hospital kasi nanganak na si ate abby tita linda’s daughter (ahihihi… I’m so excited to see her baby nah), aba ako daw ninang (hahaha), kaya lng pagdating doon nakita ko si mommy, tapos di ko nakita iyon baby (kainis hahaha), nasa incubator daw kasi iyong baby eh (haaAaay… sana okay na siya noh), hindi din kami nagtagal doon umuwi na din kami ni mommy kaagad, tapos dumaan kami sa rustan nag-grocery (turo doon, turo dito ahhihih), past 9 na kami nakauwi, pagdating sa house dinner na kami (hahaha, dami ko nakain), pagkatapos usap kami ng wabbit sa phone, (hahahaha), then after that computer nman ako (ahahaha)

Oh yeah, I got siz lea’s letter kanina sa friendster, haAaay.. next Sunday she’s leaving our country na pala (sniff… sniff, how sad), mamimiss kita bruha!! Basta huwag ka makakalimot siz huh?!? saka if ever na balik ka dito sa pinas don’t forgt mah pasalubong huh (hahaha), basta ingat ka doon lagi… kapag may problem leave yah message na lng sa bloggy ko or sa ym okay!! miss you and wabyoumuch siz!!

hayun thankz nga pla sa mga bisita ko sa taggy (hehehehe), soo0o i hafta go na antok na ko (hahaha), gudnyt!!

2005-09-12T23:39:00.000-07:00

i'm so0ooo excited for tomorrow

2005-09-11T00:57:00.000-07:00

.... hello guys!! i'm back .....

[tanananana... excited for tuesday]

Whuzho0ooo… don’t have an entry for five days here (o0ooh no0o... what happened?!? ahihihih), it’s amazing!!, i can’t believe it (hahahaha.. naka-survive ang chubaness lola nyoh sa pagblo-blog ahihihih), we’ll anyway bakit nga ba hindi ako nakapag-update dito [tsk…tsk], busy po ang bruhita that’s why [hahahaha]

okay today is sunday i’m pretty much bored here (lagi na lng!! tsk..tsk), can anyone help me get rid off it?!? (hahahaha), i just read september issue of chalk magazine, oh lotsa topics here… (may topic nga dito eh katulad ng nagyari sa akin before , ahahaha, forget about it!!)

haaAayy… thanks nga pala sa mga nagtag sa tag board ko, namiss ko kayong lahat guys!! (lab you all guys), teeceee!!

hmmm… nyay’ i’m so0o excited na para sa tuesday (hahahaha), plan nmin maglalaboii ulits ni wabbit (hahahaha), wala lng… hay sana tuesday na (lol)

by the way I uploaded new pixies nga pala sa multiply ko kanina, (hahaha adik pa din tlga sa pixies ang bruha!!), tapos nun ayun visited ko din iyong multiply ni siz danneth huwaw grabe ganda ng multiply nya (kakainggit hahahaha, i miss yah na siz danneth!! mwuakz), whatt else?? wala na ako masabi (hahaha) soo0o that’s all for now!! Bhubye!!

2005-09-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

.... i think i'm goin crazieee ....

[hahahaha... walang mgawa ang bruha]

hmmm… finally nakaupo na rin ako sa computer!! [hahahaha], I’m mah start bloggin there now!! [hehehe… adik bah?!?], gawd!! its raining again, hate it when its raining, [hahahaha], so0oo whattt’s new with meh today huh?!? [hehehe], i'm wasting time at home the whole day!! again?!?, oh yeah again!!! [hahaha, oh di vah ang bait walang labuyan maghapon nyahahaha]

tananananana!!! i'm so happeee b’coz i talked to mah wabbit last night!! waaaah… miss you sooo much wabbit!! [mwah!! labyah, hehehe], ang saya-saya ng conversation nmin, puro tawa ang ngyari [hahaha.. para kaming mga baliw], huwaw!! i’m so excited nah kasi after exam ayun plan naming mglaboii ulit ng wabbit [yipeee!! hahahaha], hmmm… kanina after lunch, mah cousin jaja was calling me... i didn’t answer mah celphone coz i dont feel like talking, and besides i was watching tv that time… [istorbo ka kasi eh... hehehe!! joke!!], then jhenn texted me… wala lang [nangumusta lang ang bruhita hahaha.. miss yah gurl], tapos si nachi nagtexted din [hehehe], ayun hindi kami nakapag-usap kasi nagpunta daw sya sa school nila pra mag-enroll [hahaha.. ang aga ng vacation nila, kaya ang aga din ng balik sa school tsk… tsk :p]

haaay… i miss mah beshy nah!! i wanna go & visit her... miss spending time with her, awwww!! drama!! drama!! drama tlga!! [teecee always beshy.. labyah!!]

.... mah tagback ....

huggy for tin-tin : eow siz!! azus namiss tlga kita [hehehe], sige wait kow iyon pixies [tsk..tsk]

huggy for zhameena : uy long time no tag huh... [bwahaha], namiss din kita huh, ung layout ba ginawa ko lng itong layout ko siz eh... [using photoshop], ganda bah?? hehehe

huggy for patty : hi!! okay, na okay lang naman ako heto bo0oring [haahahaha], ikaw how's yah day??

huggy for lea : loka ka pag-online ako, offline ka nman [nyahahaha], i miss you too0oo!! teceee always sizzy!!

huggy for danneth : yeah i miss yah so0o much siz!! uy kilignesss huh noon isan araw pareho kau online ni ano #$% [lam mo na un hahahhaa]

huggy for stellar : pahug nga siz [ehehehe], okay lng weekend maulan, sarap matulog [hahaha]

huggy for dark, katrina, karen, ruth, mika, chaucer & gee : thankz for dropin by mga friendi - diee kow [ingats lagi!!]

huggy for ishie : thankz for tagging hurr... and thankz din sa compliment [ahihiih], hope we can be friends :D

hay, haba ng tagback [hahahah], so that's all for now, sorry guys… this update wasn't that interesting [hahahaha], nothing much has happened today kasi eh, so paano ciao ciao nah!! lab you all guyz!!

2005-09-04T21:11:00.000-07:00

.... huggy?! oh yeah i need yah huggy ....

[boring chubaness lola nyo hahaha]

helluurr guys!! [hahaha], it's meh again!! stayed at home the whole day [nyay], anyhow... i started to update this bloggy again, due to boredom... [WHOA!, hahaha], oh yeah i keep mahself busy when i'm bored. [ahaha... pra hindi ako maloka dito sa house], when i'm bored a lot of stuffs triggers in mah mind, sometimes, i think about memories which i don't wanna remember anymore... [alam mo na hahaha], sometimes, i think the good old days... which makes me cry, [aww... dramaness ng loka hahaha], haAaay.... even though i get bored... it is the thing that inspires me to enhance mah english vocabulary in means of writing here in this bloggy woggy... [hahaha, oh da vah?!], kanina while checking mah old diskette i found this cuttiee image [hahaha], tignan nyoh... nkakatuwa CLICKIE HERE

hmmm... i talked to wabbit nga pala kanina, ayun kwentuhan lng kami [sharing blah... blah.. blas.. ahahaha], medyo tagal din kami ng-usap, hay.. miss ko na ikaw [chuper... ahihihih], i watched love to love din pla kanina [wala lng, walang mgawa eh ahahaha], ang kulits ng story [ang korniee hahahaha, joke]

huggy for mah beshy : ay oo nga pla read ko iyon offline message mo sa kin knina, sorry huh, medyo di na kasi ako nakapag-onlyn, don't worry okay... lng nman ako beshy!! miss you much!! mwah!! ingats... lab you beshy!!

so0o paano i hafta go na hindi pa kasi ako nag-di-dinner eh [gutomski na chubaness lola nyo hahaha], sa lahat ng mga nag tag sa taggy ko ----> thank you all guyz!! mwah!!

2005-09-03T20:37:00.000-07:00

.... eleven things when you fall inlove ....

[these are the signs of falling inlove.. wala lng sharing lng

kasi ganito ngyayari sa friend ko ngayon haahahaah]

you'll do anything for him [tama ba?! hahaha,un iba siguro]
you'll realize that you're always smiling to yourslef [iyon tipong pra kang baliw hahaha]
you'll get high just by his smell... [tsk..tsk..tsk]
blooming [hahaha kahit na nasa house ka lng todo ayos?! hahaha]
you'll start listening to love song [kahit na hate mo love song.. hahaha]
while looking at him, you can't see the other people around u... [you can only see that person]
by listening his voice you'll be smiling by yourself [todo ngiti hahaha]
while thinking bout' him your heart will beat faster and faster [chug..chug..chug ahahahaha]
you'll feel so sa shy wherever you're with him [pakipot... hahaha]
you'll walk really really slow while you're with him [kc gusto mo makasama sya ng mahabang oras kahit na papagalitan kana sa inyo pag-uwi hahaha]
you'll read his text over and over again [kahit na memorize mo na un text nya hahaha]

2005-09-02T18:43:00.000-07:00

…. mah day was pretty boring ….

[i miss mah beshy, i miss mah wabbit]

I was bored so I decided to update a little. [Hehehe], Anyways, today has been ok. I woke up 5:20 in the morning and I didn’t really feel like getting out of bed inaantok pa ako kasi past twelve na natulog chubaness lola nyo last night... [kahihintay sa wabbit hehehe], got a shower, and then got some breakfast [I ate 2 slice of bread then cold chocolate drink, so0o yummy hahaha], then go to scho0ol.

school was hella find, [nakakatamad… at nakaka-antok, nyahahaha feeling sleepy tlga bruhita hahaha], after school we [mommy and i], went to star mall, wala lng sinamahan ko lang siya to buy some stuff… kaya ayun pag-uwi natulog ako agad… [Hay… sarap matulog hahahaha], tapos paggising ko… ayun nkausap ko sa celphone si wabbit [namiss ko na ikaw... sobra!! labyupoh!!], mwahugs for you wabbit!!

hmmm... I miss mah beshy na din, hay sana vacation na para nman may time na kami gumala [nyahahahaha], thanks nga pala sa mga friends mo [jenny&mae], for visiting mah bloggy… sana next time laboii tayo mameet ko sila [heheheh.. thankz guys!!], we’ll I don’t really have much to say at the moment na… so I hafta go now nagugugtom na ako [hahahaha… katakawan nga nman tlga!!], bhubye guyz!! mwuakkss...

2005-09-01T00:15:00.000-07:00

..... special memories .....

[super happee tlga akow!! wo0oh!]

12:15 am: i know that its kinda late to make a bloggy [hehehe], kaya lang i want to share mah happiness eh, kahit na super antokies na chubaness lola nyoh [tsk..tsk!! adik!! hahaha], well anyway.... whattt happened today?!?, uhmmmm.. grabe ang saya ng araw ko ngayon [ahihihih.. thnx god], after scho0ol ayun naglaboii kami ni wabbit [ngayon lng kasi ulit nkapaglaboii chubaness lola nyo eh, hahaha.. ang saya2x!!], we watched "the cave" dami pipol [hahaha], okay nman iyong movie [mganda sya.. hehehe], kulits ko nga eh lagi, nagkakabuhol-buhol mga sinasabi koh kanina [nyahahaha.. whattt happened ba?! bka gutom lng hehehe], then after manood ayun, punta kami food court, [food tripin' tsk..tsk], we ate kwek-kwek [quail egg - iyon daw tawag dun eh, hahaha.. bsta iyon na iyon, eh pareho kaming adik dun, kaya ngkasundo hahahah], bsta ang kulits nmin pareho [pero mas makulitts sya sa akin, hehehe joke, uy wabbit miss na kita agad huh.. hehehe], tapos around 6:00 pm na kami umalis sa mall, sabay kami umuwi, mah gawad ang gulo nmin sa fx [hahah... ingay nmin], natatawa nga iyong girl na pasahero din eh... ah bsta ang saya-saya tlga [sana maulit muli iyon hehehe]

huggy for wabbit : thankz for everythin' sa araw na toh, and specially for spending your time [sana di ka magsawa magbigay ng oras sa makulitss na ito.. hehehe], ingat po lagi, bsta kapag may problem dito lang din ako [ok!!], hay.. i...

oh sige na guys hafta go na medyo antok na tlga ako [heheheh], sa lahat po ng taggers tnx for visitin' mah bloggy, i really appreciate it guys!! teceeee always wab you all!!!

2005-08-31T20:31:00.000-07:00

" i'm so0oo happeee "

haaaaAaay... speechless chubaness lola [hahahaa], bsta share ko lng for today "happeee" ako [tsk..tsk]

2005-08-30T22:49:00.000-07:00

.... giggles time [hahahaha] ....

hmmm.. feelin' sleepy this day, [hahahaha], kulang kasi sa tulog chubaness lola nyo, [ahihihih], slept for three and a half hours… [nyahahaha.. pasawaii noh?!?], kaya ayun pag-uwi natulog kaagad ako [tsk..tsk], then around 3:00 o'clock na ako nagising [then i called japs wala lng miss ko lang hehehe]

hmmm.. i watched "my little bride" wah grabe ang ganda ng story [nkakakilig hahahah], ang story kasi... the grandfather of the girl made a pact with the grandfather of that guy that those 2 would get married, at first they were reluctant (the girl was 5 yrs younger than the guy i dink) and only did what that girl's grandpa said coz he was faking to be really I’ll so that he could see his granddaughter get married, but eventually them 2 fell in love and they got married anyways.. [ah bsta ang ganda ng story as in.. *giggles* hahaha]

i talked to mah beshy nga pala kanina wala lng kwentuhan lng bout blah.. blah... blahz [hahaha], hay.. i miss yah so0o much na beshy!! take care always.. mwah love yah beshy!! 0ooh well that’s all.. too tired to type [hahahaha.. tinamad na bruhita], thankz sa mga taggers!! labyah all guyz!

2005-08-29T23:11:00.000-07:00

.... tanananana, new songs in mah playlist ....

i started mah day fine although i slept only for 5 hours… [antok pa zZzzz.. hahahaha], wow I just love mah new songs here [heheheh… I added some music on mah play list], nakita nyo ba ang dami na nya ayt?!? karamihan puro opm songs pa [nakapag-download ako ng mga songs sa tulong ni daddy hehehehe… daddy expert tlga, thnx dad!!], I just hope that no one will copy it [grRrrr… ask permission na lng if yah want the song ayt?!], hmm… dapat magdadagdag pa ko ng mga new song kanina eh kaya lang tinamad na chubaness lola nyo [nyahahahaha]

so what happened today?!? Hmmmm… no school today [usually pag-Monday... hehehe], just stuck at home the whole day [nyahahaha… taong bahay ulit.. lola nyo ahihihih], okay… japs and i were talking kanina ayun plan naming maglabaoii on wednesday after school [wala lang hahahaha], libang-libang lang, masyado na kasi ako nabuburo [hahahah, ewwww… sana masaya!!]

hmmm… thinking of what happen. mah ultimate wish is coming back. [tsk..tsk], you know what it is. It’s kindah weird but not really weird. sometimes, mah heart and mind are wishing that mah life will come to an end. [dramaness... hahahah], i just wanna know who are the people affected. i want to know if i really touch their lives. [wala lng, hehehe], I’m really wondering who are they. [hmm... sino2x kya?!], but this i promise you. if i die, i won’t scare you. [hahaha!], and if that they comes, i wanna say sorry, thank you and i love you to all the people who knows me.

anyway… i think today is mah 17th day of using blogspot. i love it. because i can write whatever i want. i don’t care who ever read it. it doesn’t matter. as long as i am happy in what i am doing. stephanie told me that i shouldn’t writing mah whole life here. because anyone can read this. but i told no. and i don’t care. i wanna live mah life the way i wanted it to be. that`s all. and i enjoy this instead of writing it on my diary. tamad ako mgsulat eh. mas nakakapag-isip ako ng mabuti pag-nagttype ako…

2005-08-28T17:24:00.000-07:00

..... i miss you all ....

Finally I’m back to the blogworld!!, it's a miracle!! [ahahaha], okay, I haven't made an entry last night... a lot of things happened and there are a lot of things I wanted to bloggy about but then i already forgot of them… [hahahaha]

Well anyway, what happened today?!? I only stayed at home.. amazing!! [hahahaha… it’s raining here kasi eh kaya heto taong-bahay ang bruhita.. haahaha], oh mah god.. do u have any idea how painful salt is? i was just watching tv with kaycee & chiky kanina while eating corn… after i ate mah corns *oink* i decided to.. uhmmm.. play with them [hahahaha.. anong kalokohan yan?!], i don't know 'bout you but we usually put salt on the corn… so there i was right?! just hitting them together when suddenly a grain of salt got into mah eye!!! wah ang sakit!!! Grabe!! i couldn't move... i was afraid that if i move i'd go blind!! mah whole life flashed before me!!! well.. no not really but i was damn scared that mah right eye would be left blind!!! i was screaming and mah eyes were starting to tear like crazy, so I washed mah eye with water in the bathroom... tapos noon ayun wala na [hahahaha.. weird no nagdrama pa msyado hahahaha], last night… had a long talk with japs [weee.. miss na miss ko na iyon huh!! chubra hehehe], kaya lng mukha may sumpong eh [hahaha.. joke], kaya ayun medyo gulo naming nag-usap pero noon tumagal din ayun nging okay na din [hindi na sya badtrip… hahahaha.. kulits], natapos kami mag-usap past twelve na [nyahahaha.. adik pareho LoL]

haaAaay.. I miss mah beshy na [sobra as in], I also miss bonding with mah friends din kakabadtrip kasi ulan eh [hahaha…. Sisihin ba ang ulan!!], ah basta… I hate it, I’m not feeling comfortable kasi eh kapag umuulan, lalo na kung di natutuloy lakad ko dahil lng sa ulan [grrRRrrrr], oh by the way, i visited siz anne's bloggy nga pla kanina ayun lapit na matapos iyong house nila sa greenwoods [hehehe]

huggy for siz anne : yaho0o siz, i'm so0o excited to go there na [hahaha.. bagong tambayan pag-weekend lol :p], i miss yah gurl.. teccee always!!!

huggy for lea : hay.. naku bruha ka tlga [hahaha.. joke], hmmm.. wag mo na isipin yan siz, magkaka-pimples ka lng yan [hahaha.. joke], embrace na lng kita oh *wink* lab yah siz!!

huggy for alissa & ruth : uy long time no taggys huh [hahaha], namiss kita tuloy gurl [azus!! ingatz], hello siz ruth!! yeah your right [hahaha], ey ano tapos na ba iyong blogspot mo?!?

huggy for jin, stellar, karen kirsty & ara : jin your welcome!! siz stellar [hahaha] wala ka magawa noh aihihihi!! i ask question pla sa ques.box mo :P [tsk..tsk], karen, ara & kirsty -- thnx for dropin' by guys!! :D

hmmm… soo0o I hafta go na I have nothing to blog na rin kasi eh isa pa tinatamad na ako [hahaha], sa lahat ng bumisita sa bloggy ko *thnx guyz!!* labyah all!! bhubye!!

2005-08-26T23:02:00.000-07:00

mah bad visitor..... [nakaka-badtrip ka!!]

message for ??? : hay... naku ano bang problema mo huh?!, wala ka bang magawa sa buhay kaya heto ka't nanggugulo sa kapwa mo?!?, ano bang kasalanan ko sa'iyo huh?!? [ano ba pinagpuputok ng bu-che mo?!? alin iyong hindi ko sinagot mga tanong mo?! oh mah gawd nagkakaganyan ka na, nang dahil lng doon?!? kitid ng utak huh!!], ang alam kong tanong lang kasi na hindi ko sinasagot iyong mga hindi ko na dapat pinag-aaksayan ng oras [mga kalokohang tanong/pulos kabastusan], hindi kaya... kaya hindi mo siguro makita ang sagot ko sa mga tanong mo dahil isa ka sa mga iyon?!

Teka bakit ako magpapaliwag sa'iyo?!? dahil kung tutuusin wala akong dapat explain kahit kanino mas lalong-lalo na sa'iyo... kung ayaw mo sa bloggy ko at ayaw mo sa akin' bakit ka pa rin bumibisita sa bloggy ko?!? isa lang kasi ibig sabihin nyan kasi "fam fam ka!!" in short "papansin", tama ba ako oh tama lang ang sinabi ng friend kong "insecure" lang ang dahilan?!? kung bakit?!?, at saka kung may pinag-aralan ka naman [kung sino ka mang pun-cho-pilato ka], pakiusap respeto lng nman po!!! ska bakit hindi mo nga nman ilagay name mo?! tutal ubod mo nman ng tapang dibah?!? [oh natatakot ka din at naduduwag?!]

Pagpasensyahan mo ako't kung nakapagsabi ako sa'iyo ng hindi maganda.... naubos na kasi ang pasensya ko dahil hindi kana nakakatuwa, nkakainis ka na eh!! mukhang walka tlgang magawa sa buhay mo?!? [kakakabadtrip ka tol!!], hindi mo matatanggap lahat ng ito mula sa akin kung hindi ikaw ang nagsimula... dahil kung natatandaan mo noong una kang nag-message sa akin ng hindi maganda... hindi kita pinatulan.... [dahil hangga't maaari ayoko maksakit o makapagsalita ng hindi maganda sa kapwa ko], pero this time inis na ako eh!!! [kya sorry kung ganito ako ngayon sa'iyo!!!], ska ano nga nman ba pakialam mo sa bloggy ko kung ano ang gusto kong ilagay oh hindi, wag mo akong utusan sa dapat kong gawin dahil hindi iyo ito... akin!!! [di vah?!]

Simple lang sagot dyan ayaw mo, at inis ka sa'akin!!! okay fine!! huwag ka bumisita sa blog ko iyon lng iyon di ba?! ganun kasimple ganun kadali... hindi kung ano-ano sinasabi't binibintang mo dyan... oh bka nman hindi ka pa rin marunong umintindi?!!! [ggrrrrRrrrr]

2005-08-26T12:03:00.000-07:00

edit... entry [hehehehe]

announcement : iyong mga nag-ask po ng questions past few days, sorry po ngayon ko lang nabasa at nasagutan lahat ng mga questions po ninyo... sorry for mah late reply guys... [view nyo na lng po iyong answer sa ibaba ng question box ko hurrr okay!!], almost all mah time was spend for all mah homeworks/projects and school activies po kasi eh, kaya hayun ngayon lang ako nkapag-reply po at medyo kulang sa oras chubaness lola nyo... [tsk.. tsk]

para nman po doon sa mga gusto mag-palink [plz palagay na lng po ng pangalan at saka url po], madami po kasi akong natanggap na request link pero puro name lng po at wla iyong url nyo [hahahaha], para nman po dun sa mga nag-ask about sa pag-aayos ng bloggy, don't forget yah email add pra doon ko i-send iyong mga codes na kailangan nyo.... [hindi po ako magaling sa paggawa ng bloggy.. pero pede ko sa inyo share lahat ng nalalaman ko po sa iyo... oh divah!!], iyon po lang!!! gudnyt!!

2005-08-25T16:18:00.000-07:00

i put some ka-ek-ekan in mah bloggy... hahahaha

hey... nothin happen!! stuck at home the whole day, [rarr], mommy did not allow meh to go to school kasi eh, waah.. coz i'm sick [mah gawd, fever again?.. nabinat lola nyo!! pasawaii kasi tsk.. tsk], sayang i woke up early pa nman... [hehehe], well.. anywieee do you like mah new layout [yeah.. fixin' mah bloggy all day... mas cute na sya ngayon di ba? kaysa before... hahaha], wala kasi ako magawa eh... kya ayan inayos ko na lng sya... kainis pa kasi nagloloko na nman computer ay mali hindi pala un internet connection pala may topak hahahaha!!

after lunch : i waited for someone to be online... then... lucky meh... i chatted with japs [hahahaha.. na-adik na sa doodles ahihihih.. joke!!], ayun wala lng kwentuhan lng kami [blah.. blah..blah], haay... i miss mah phone tlga!! malas nman kasi tlga kahapon eh [grrRrrrr], oo nga pla uplaod ako ng pixies ko sa friendster nun isang araw [wala lng hahaahah], eto iyon isa oh!! [cute di bah...lol.. hahahah, joke lng!!]

umm.. by the way guys hurrrs mah tagback nga pala [ahihiih], salamat sa mga nag-tag at nag-comment!!

huggy for lea : thankz siz for tagging.. ahihihih, naks nakita ko na iyong bloggy na ginagawa mo kooL, gudluck!!

huggy for bernard: ayay..yay... nagparamdam din , hahahaha, regards na lng kay glaiza!! thankz for dropin by also...

huggy for denise: huwaw!! nice din pong bloggy you huh astig.. ayan nalink na kita!! thnx!!

huggy for kym & pauline : kainis tlga i miss mah fon tuloii... hay... thankz for commetin' missyah guys!! siz kym last day na 2moro ng unlimited globe hapit tau [hahahahaha]

2005-08-24T16:57:00.000-07:00

u-ngaaaah... ang malas tlga!!

haay... kanina i don't want to wake up!! ggrRrr... it was 5:30 in the morning and mah alarm clock is ringing [kainis], i wanted to throw it but no, [celfon ko iyon eh, hahaha], i stood up then went to shower [kelangan pumasok sa skul, hehehe], okaii... the whole day in scho0ol was the same, yeEah.. same!!! [so0o crazy... hahaha], anywie, mah plan was messed up todaee', i was suppposed toh drop by sana sa house nila ninna eh [after scho0ol], kaya lang something happened, we'll... can i just say that i hate this day?!? oh yeah... i'm not kidding badrip at malas tlga itong araw na toh.... why?!? waaAaaah... coz i lost mah 3660 nokia phone!! [sad face], kung alam ko lng sana na ganun mangyayari tinapon ko na lng sana kanina umaga... actually hindi ko nman tlga siya dapat dadalhin eh... kaso lo0owbat iyong nokia 8210 ko kya iyon... decided ako na dalhin sya, pero didn't expect it na ganun pla... na last day ko na sya makikita, buti na lng smart sim iyong gamit ko kanina, hindi iyong globe sim ko, grabe iyak ko tlga kanina as in nga-waaah.. kasi nman utak lumilipad kanina eh, [waaaah...], bhubye phone... hello old phone...8210 [huhuhuhu]

anyway.. lemme change the topic... so0o whatt happen last night?!?... i talked over the phone with japs tagal din namin nag-usap pero okay lng, we had a very nice conversation/talk nman eh [ahihihi.. blah..blah..blah], puro jokes... at wala kami ginawa kundi tumawa, [alam mo iyon parang nag-usap ang dalwang praning.. hahaha], hmm.. basta happee kami pareho, tapos noon binaba na nmin iyong phone, txt nman kami [hahaha... tindi noh?!], sooweee.... nga pla japs kung hindi na ako nakreply sa last txt mo... kainis eh naubusan ako ng load [nyahahaha], pero thankz tlga... enjoy ako!!!

okaii... right now heto ako tulala.... blanko utak, haay... sana minsan you can just snap your finger and, be with the person you wanna be with no0h.... ang dami ko kasing namimiss eh...

2005-08-23T21:05:00.000-07:00

boo0ring... bo0oring dae'!

i woke up pretty early knina [hehehe], 20 minutes before mah alarm clock rang... how cool is that!! [hahaha], so0o i took a shower, then ate mah breakfast, konti lng nakain koh [hahaha], meg picked meh up, then headed to scho0ol na, we arrived there around 6:00, played for awhile, while waiting for stephanie, [mah gawd! sobrang tagal ng bruha], ninna was there too.. gwen and jana were late [ahahaha], ayun we had a quiz knina thank'z god!! i got a higher score naman [hahahaha], then after scho0ol... nagyaya maglaboii tropa pero hindi ako sumama kasi i'm not feeling well tlga.. kaya iyon uwi kaagad ako [hehehe], hay... i'm not really in the mood to type a lo0ong and detailed entry as i would always do0o, i'm too lazy tlga.. and isa sama pakiramdam ko, so0o i hafta go na!!.... tomoro na lng ulit!! bye...

2005-08-22T23:28:00.000-07:00

friendship day!!

afternoon: stephanie and i went to meg`s crib wala lng tumambaii lng [hahaha], bonding moments.... we called erika so that it will be more fun... hayun pumunta naman sya, then we watched charlie and the chocolate factory!, [pirated cd's.. hahaha], grabe ganda panoorin, especially if you are a chocolate or candy lover, the movie has been very entertaining from the start to the end, and johnny depp is certainly the best actor ever! [hahahaha], after we watch the movie, and lamunan chuba... we did our homeworks nman, [hahaha bait nmin noh?!], a little bit of soundtrippin.... senti mode... [hahaha!], then, we helped erik a.k.a erika on his project... erika talaga! so0o tamad.. [hahaha], then we went home around 5:00 pm... grabe lakas ng ulan, [buti na lng nakauwi na ako bago umulan.. hehehehe], ayun medyo nawala lungkot ko!! we`re goin to watch two movies on friday... [hahaha!], i`m looking forward to it... sana lng kompleto barkada... para so0o much happiness... [hahahaha], tapos pagdating sa house ayun computer and textin' nman lola nyo [hahahah.. ka-text ko si glaiza.. nyay... miss yah na gurl!!], visited ko iyong mga blog ng mga friendieee ko [hehehe], kym... nice layout huh!!, well anyway... thnx to all those people who put a tag there... i really appreciate it guys... o0ps... tnx to pauline for commentin pala [hehehe], and beshy... miss yah nah!! [kapag may time punta ulit ako sa castle nyoh [hahaha.. labyou beshy!!], hello to shun mga pla un kausap ko sya knina umaga [hehehehe], that's all bhubye!!!

2005-08-21T16:38:00.000-07:00

i need love... who can give meh?!?

ei.. nothin happen!! stuck at home!!, hay... anyways, doin nothing all day... fixin' mah bloggy, texting, and doing mah projects, i just finished almost all of mah projects except for math.. [hahahaha], haAay... I'M AN ADDICT AND I NEED SLEEP AND FOOD!! i want pizza, Ooohhh.... i think we still have pizza on our refrigerator... i'll eat laters [hehehehe.. katakawan noh!!], since wla naman ako mailgay sa entry hurr share ko na lang itoh [hehehehe] wala ako mgawa eh kya iyan. [hahahaha]

What's his courting style?!?

shy guy a.k.a torpe
this type can be the most frustrating of the lot. He is characterized by his seemingly indecisive actions. The shy guy, although decided on who he wantsto go for, can take forever to make the move. He's the type of guy that needs thje backing of his entire barkada to give him the confidence to pick up the fone and make that call to ask you out. Ironically, however, the shy guy doesn't neccessarily mean he is shy in all aspects of his personality. The most obnoxious in the group or the loudest in class can be as talkative as a wooden polewhen seated next to the girl he likes. While he may be very sincere in his intentions, he just doesn't have the courage to to be himself when he's around you.

tip : You may have to help him out a bit. Sometimes, all he needs is a little push to get things going. If you take the initiative to talk to him first or to say hello, it'll be easier for him to loosen up and gain the confidence he needs to make a move.

smooth operator a.k.a bolero
This guy razzle-dazzles you with his suave moves and sweet talks. Even though he flatters you with the most bogus of lines, his charm makes you want to beleive him. Your guy friends will tell you to be wary of him. there is a streotype placed on these guys because the assumption is that they usually "style" on the pretty girls they meet. Although the term "smooth operator" carries a negative connotation, this type is not always what he presumed to be. He may have sincere intentions , but his gift of glib makes him appers otherwise.

tip : It's great to be with someone who says all the right things and treats you right. but before saying yes to "rico suave" get to know him really well. Sure, He may seem like the joke your guy friends he is, but underneath that flashy exterior could be someone who really likes you.

mr. magi a.k.a mr. galante
Some guys wooo a girl by giving her flowers, love letters,chocolates ... gifts. Mr.Magi treats you like a queen and puts you on a pedestal. He uses his gifts to worship you the same way the three kings did to the infant jesus. He showers you with expensive gifts and it doesn't wait for any occassion to do so. Why?.. Mr. Magi believes courting=spending. The more gifts he gives the better his chances of winnign your heart. The gift giving gestureis good-- as ling as it's not overdone. It's nice to surprise someone with a present once in a while, especially if it's something she really likes. But is courtship is reduced to a monetary endevour ( flowers hers.. stuff toys there) the genuine "getting to know you" stage between the guy and the girl can suffer. If you do and up together, this relationship may not last very long.

tip : If mr. magi gioves you an expensive gift- like jewerly or a whole new wardrobe-and he's not exactly your type, decline it. Your acceptance may encourage him to keep on courting you. Refusing his costly gift can keep him from tellin others that you kept his hopes up when he never had a chance with you in the first place.

mr. play -it-safe a.k.a the segurista
you may already be familiar with this type of suitor who will only court a girl who sure likes him. Maybe he's afraid of rejection. Maybe he doensn't want to go through all the trouble if his chances for success is uncertain. to him, this I'll - only - go for - you - if - you - like - me - first attitude is a practical way of getting a girlfriend ( some of you thinks it's fine but others particulary girls think it's shamless)

tip : You've got to understand that rejection is the pits for guys just as it is for girls. The segurista's need for reassurance is just one way for him to avoid getting hur big time.

mr. never say die a.k.a cant get a hint
this guys motto is simple : no is not an option. Even after being turned down for 15 consecutive times, mr-never-say-die will keep on calling, texting, trying.He is blind to the truth and is misguided by th ebelief that persistence will erode even the hardest of hearts. But let us not confuse his relentlessness with patience. There is a big difference. Patience is knowing yoyu have a chance- it is the girl who isn't ready yet. Mr never say die charges forward fearlessly (and annoyingly) despite all excuses, cold shoulders and obvoius signs of "I'm not interested".

tip : the best way to turn down teh guy is being as gentle as possible. Test him in a neutral tone of voice that you don't see him as anything morethan a friend, and treat hin as if he were so. Don't confuse him by acting like you might have ment "yes" even if you really said "no"

mr. hit or miss aka Mr. Collect-and-Select or babaero

[warning! babaero!]
This suitor you must avoid. Mr babaero believes that the more girls you pursue the better the chances of ending up with atleast one. The idea behind this twisted person brain is tha law of averages favors hid side. His philosphy is similar to that of the japanese soldiers of WW2. When they shot, they open fire in every possible direction, in the hope that one of his stray bullets will hit and kill the enemy. tsk tsk

tip : Be wary of him, lest you become one of his trophy girls mr babaero should be made to wait. If u like him, dont be afraid to give him a hard time. If he's sincere, he'll pull through, if he doesnt, i only have two words for him, "good ridance"

mr. sneaky aka Mr. style mo bulok
Mr. sneaky is particularly prevailent in all boys school.This is th guy who pretends to be just friends with you when he's really crazy about you. He vehemently denies his feelings, even to his closes friends, insisting you apparent closeness is just brothers and sisters. He opperates more like an under cover agent, secretly making phone calls and visiting ur house at the oddest hours of tha day and night. Mr. sneaky wont let anyone know his plans to avoid getting teased. Of all characters in courting game, he is the most surprising. One day when you least expect it, mr. sneaky has a girlfriend.

tip : "of course not he's not courting me!!!" is one of mr sneaky's victims favorite lines. If it's any consolation, atleast he comlied with the belief that couples are better of being friends first

*Guys differ from each other and to put each one in a box would be unfair. It's important that the two of you take time to get to know each other well and become good friends before taking the next step to romance. .. ayt!!! good luck!!!

2005-08-20T23:13:00.000-07:00

i'm feelin' sleepy....

hmm.. nothing really important happen today.. i woke up around 5:00 am.. a 2 hours sleep… [feelin sleepy tuloy d' whole day.. hahaha], kya i hafta..hafta.. go na.. kasi inaantok na ako bukas na lng ulit ok!!!

2005-08-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

hayan since i have nothing to blog about answer na lng ulit ako [hehehehehe]

Have you ever fallen asleep in class?

of course!!!! hahahaa! the last time I slept in class was.... in high school nun during math subject namin [hahaha pasawaii noh?]

Have you ever eaten pork?

Oo naman... pero bihira... [diet hahaha.. joke]

Have you ever vomited in a vehicle?

yeah, noon bata ako!!!

Have you ever beaten up a friend?

huh?

Have you ever smoked?

Nope.... yosi kadiri

Have you ever been so drunk?

Nahh. [hahaha], never ko pa natikman yan noh...

Have you ever ridden an elephant?

di pa... ska ayoko subukan baka ihagis ako nyan eh [hehehehe]

Have you ever felt as if u are gonna die?

yup... just lately. T_T

Have you ever hugged ur crush?

sila naghu-hug sa kin, taray noh [hahahaha.. joke]

Have you ever played with fire?

pag brownout, masaya paglaruan ang candle!! kaya lang pagtapos nun tignan mo sa mirror itim na nose mo [nyahahaha]

Have you ever cried for the one u love?

yeah... [grabe ngawa ko]

Does he or she know about it?

of course! siya nga nagpapaiyak sakin eh... posible di nya alam iyon.... di nman sya siguro manhid noh, iyon nga lang ngmamanhid manhidan [hahaha]

Have you ever fallen from a bicycle?

yeah, actually i wasn't even using it! i mean, hindi ko tlga sya pinaaandar.. umupo lang ako... tapos, BLAG! nalaglag ako.. una ang ulo, [hahaha] lam mo ginawa ko? wala lng ngumawa lng hahahahaha

Have you ever missed someone so badly?

yeah, super duper torture sa akin!

Have you ever gotten stones thrown at u?

nope!!! [tsk.. tsk]

Have you ever been unfaithful?

that's the last thing i'm gonna do ngaun...

Have you ever gotten pepper in ur eyes?

nope... ikaw? [hahahaahah]

Have you ever gotten a surprise present?

hmmmm.. yes...

Have you ever been on a diet?

diet? magdi-diet pa eh, payatot na nga. [hahahaahaha]

Have you ever stripped someone naked?

hahaha! *ano daw?

Have you ever taken a picture of urself?

hey.. hindi ba obvious adik to no? hahaha.

Have you ever club till dawn?

I not a "clubber". hahaha!

Have you ever been in a lift with someone who has body odour?

nyak... OMG! hahahahaha

Have you ever been so angry u felt like killing the person?

No... basta pag galit ako iyak lng ako iyon lng... bait noh? hehehe

Have you ever wanted to commit suicide?

suddenly yes.... how many times na nga ba?

Have you ever lost ur handyphone?

opo, daming beses na. ahahahha! i cried to death! hahahaha. and someone gave me a hankieee..

Have you ever lost in gambling?

I don't gamble.

Have you ever been told that u are cute?

hahaha!! ewan ko kung nagsasabi sila ng totoo hahahaha! :lauhing:

Have you ever had a crush?

Heller??? oo namannnn.. bkit ikaw hindi?

Have you ever confessed ur feelings?

Yup..... it take LOADS of guts, you know.

Have you ever gotten urself into trouble?

nope, angel nga ako eh... hehehe promise hindi pa tlga...

Have you ever been robbed?

Nah. nah,... nah

Do you really like a guy/girl a lot now?

sino ba guysto ko huh? heeheheheh

2005-08-18T19:15:00.000-07:00

tanananananaa.... hello thurzdae'!!

Alright?!?, I’m talking to mah friend shun kanina, hay kahit pano shun made me feel better, I’m have in fun talking to shun [hehehehe], thankz shun for spending yah time again!! [thank you.. thank you.. thank youu… hehehe, dami nman], ayun I chatted with kym din pala [hehehe.. miss yah gurl], kwentuhan lang sandali… mga chuba-chu-chu stuff [hahaha… kullittss nmin pareho]

Oh yeah, I'm happy with mah friends, Super duper lupet people, I love each and everyone of you, Sorry and super thank you dun sa mga naiyakan ko noong panahon ng iyak attack ako, [hahaha… dramaness], anyway, tapos na yun, wala na... zip zip zip zip iiiiiit. [wala na nga bah?!! Hahahaha]

Well, anyway lemme change the topic… so0o whatts new in mah day nga ba?!? Hmmm.. woke up at around 6:00 o’clock in the mornin’, dapat nga 5:30 eh, kaso iyon tinamad ako [hahahaha], then took a bath and eat mah breakfast, I ate one slice of gardenia bread, hotdogs and iced tea [takaw noh… hehehe], whoaAah.. I think i'm looking piggy na tlga today [hahahaha], kanina lunch din dami ko nakain [hahaha… katakawan day], asuz pagbigyan nyo na ako minsan lang toh [hahahaha], ano pa ba ginawa ko… maliban sa lumamon, [hahaha], eating…, computer, watching tv and eating ulit [hahahaha... pasawaii.. buhay prinsesa ang bruha]

O0oppss… sorry nga pala kay oskie [hahahaha], katext ko kasi sya last night kaya lang di ko na nasagot iyong txt nya nkatulungan ko [nyahahahaha… bad], soweee po tlga!! feelin’ sleepy na po kasi eh [ahihihihi], thankz din pla kay japs and jake [hehehe]

Hmmm… I visited danneth’s bloggy nga pala, nyaay… new layout again [hehehe.. nice blog gurl], miss na din kita huh!! uy pra sa beshy ko, beshy miss na po din kita [super], wabyou beshy!!! So paano I hafta go nah guys, i better run mah phone is ringing!!! [hehehee], bhubyerz!!!

2005-08-17T23:14:00.000-07:00

I’m bored so yeah… thought of telling you guys about mah boring life… pssshh... so uuhhmm… today, ordinary school, nothing much happened to meh lately, same old ordinary days, and i hate it... [hahaha!], i like adventure, and fun... i don’t like ordinary stuffs. hahahaha!

so after school, went to ninna's cribbs. [hahaha], but before that, bought food from mah fave storeee, [hahaha], then went to her place nah, we watched school of rock okaaii... so0o it was mah first time to watchh it, [hahaha], i'm so lovin freddie jones....... [ackkk!! hahahaha], now, parang gusto ko matutong mgdrums or mag-guitars! woopeedoo.. hahaaha

soo..yeahhh....i know i bored u guyz already..oh well...hu reads these anyways, [hahaha] ...i'll try to update as much as i can so i wont end up posting sumthing really long, ahaha! and i wont post what happened to me today,coz it's juz an ordinary day and dis is long enuff to bore u guyz.. hahaha! okaaaiii....byez

2005-08-16T19:49:00.000-07:00

haaaaay! finally, i'm home at last.. [hehehe], i'm tired and i don't know whatt i'm going to write here… [heller brain function hahaha], well anyway… scho0ol was fine, we went to mcdo after dismissal, it was really really fun! i was with meg, stephanie, ninna, laydee and jhenn of course, [bwahaha], we also saw a lot of knollers there, kainis may fafam-fam na guy knina [ggrr... i hate it!! ayoko pag-usapan yon masisira lang araw ko hahaha taray!!], then… after we ate, we went to national book store, we just.. walked inside, [bwahaha], around 3:45, we already went back to mc, aww... o0oh yeah, too bad!! grr... mah sundo was already there that's why we needed to go back... rahrr, [nagpasundo0o kasi ako sa driver eh hehehe], haAaay, anyways, we're planning to go back there this coming friday!!! yipeeeeeee. go0o!!! [hahahaha]

right now, i’m doing absolutely nothing aside from breathing, and typing mah entry here, tapos heto sama na natin ang texting [hahahaha], that’s life!! hmmmmm… last night around 2:00 o’ clock in the morning i’m still awake [o0oh mah gawd… hahahaha], hay.. i can’t fall asleep kasi eh.. kaya hayun kung ano-ano na nman naiisip ko, haAaay... i miss the old days… lalo na iyong mga masasayang araw ko [wuzho0o..hayan kakaisip di ko namalayan na i was crying na pala… [hahahahaha.. dramaness.. erase.. erase.. erase.. tsk..tsk ], so that’s for all now!!! i have nothing to blog na [hahahaha], o0oppsss.. by the way..... hurrr's mah tagbak nga pla...

huggy for mah beshy - hmmm... cencia na huh, medyo0o busy, but don't worry gawin ko pag may tym okaii.. wak tampo huh?, mwah!! i miss yah much beshy teecee alwayz!!

huggy for tin-tin - hahaha.. update na kasi [ahihihih], i miss yah too siz!! i'm browsing yah pixies right now huh.. wala bang bago? [hahaha]

huggy for pauline - nakz new layout huh... [hehehe], siopao adik? pahinge siopao [hahahaha], take care!!

huggy for ruth - nice meetin' yah hurr gurl!! [hehehe], cge.. cge il visit yah site din, and i'll link yah hurr na rin okiiiesss?! tnx for tagging!!

2005-08-15T21:20:00.000-07:00

i haven't blogged for the past few days, waAah loko kasi bloggy ko eh [hahahaha whatever... [thankz siz danneth for helping meh, wabyou siz!!], well, anyway... i just finished mah homework na... shocking?!? yeeaahh... [hahahah], so0o whats new?!? i’m like sooo freakin bored today.. i mean, i stayed at home the whole day kasi nga wala akong pasok pag-monday ayt?!? so0o hayun grabe wlang magawa [hahahaha], around 1:00 o’clock in the afternoon ayun kahit pano may nagawa na din ako, I chatted with mah friend shun, ayun kwentuhan, blah.. blah [hehehe.. kulits nun, pero enjoy nman], thankz shun for spending yah tym… [sana lang di ka magsawa hahahaha], then around 2:30 ayun paalam na sya kasi may class pa daw sya ng 3:00 [sad], kaya eto na lang ginawa ko…. sagot na lng [hahaha.. ko0ol]

i am
worried, bored, frustrated yet happeeee

i cry
easily these days [I can’t control mah emotion..]

i want
money and new phone!!! [hehehe]

i have
a dream... [sino ba wala loka-loka?! tsk..tsk]

i wish
na sana maging prisidente ako ng pinas [hahaha]

i hate
this growing up thing, kainis eh nuti pa bata wla problem?

i miss
the old days with him... i miss beshy, shun, eljay & siztah..

i dance
horribly! argh! sna lumambot nman ang katawan ko! [hahaha]

i fear
the future… unrequited love… an unfulfilled life....

i heard
dis rumor bout dis girl hu got preggy coz she wants money, is dat true? wow, her lyf sux.

i looked
at the sky… [nagbibilang ng airplane hahahaha]

i love
happy days.. laughtrips with mah friends, i love mah beshy!

i sing
"especially 4 u" all d tym now, d funny thing is, "especially 4 u" is d only line i no [hahah]

i need
yah care, and yah lo0ove...

i must
hhmmm.. ano ba??

i search
for the perfect guy???? [hahaha.. gagah]

i regret
a lot of petty things....

i am not
as happy as i seem to be....

i write
and pour mah heart out in mah diary

i should
be thankful to god for all the blessings

i wonder
if i can actually not sleep 4 5days.. nah, i'll probably drop dead..

i blog
mah feelings, my frustrations, my incoherent thoughts.

i past
this 2 siz anne, danneth, tin, rownah and siz kym

now you guys are tagged!!! answer if you want, answer if you're bored… [hahaha], i hope tomorrow will be a better day, that's what i pray for every day... haaaayy!!! sa mga nag tag.. thank you all guys!!! byers!!

2005-08-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

Finally I almost done with mah diary!! oh yeah… new bloggy woggy [hahahaha], whow. im finding blogger wah, super hirap mag-fix ditto, dumugo utak ko [hahaha.. joke], than xanga. Buti na lang nandyan si siz danneth tinulungan nya ko mag fix [ahehehe. tnx siz walang, nagsawa na ko sa xanga eh. lol!], ang tagal ko na din xe dun eh. lol! hindi actually I move here kasi may mga memories ako dun na medyo alam nyo na… haaay.. forget about it.. I don’t want to talk about it…

okaii lemme change the topic… ummm.. I miss writing stuff huh [as in to the highest level na to mga peepz.. hahaha], tagal ko na din kasi di nagagawa to eh since nun.. [hahaha.. wala lng akin na iyon lol!!], oh yeah, i miss blogging.. ewww, hay.. i didn’t go to school kapahon until now, ayan dalawang araw lang ako gumaling then [bo0omm], heto na nman ako, I’m sick again. I've got flu, and vomiting the whole day [waaaaaaa!! watts happened?], sakitin pa din chubaness lola nyo [:sad face:], naku I’m dying na ata [hahahaha... charing!!]

anyway… nakita nyo ba banner ko? gawa yan sakin ni siz danneth [yeah.. ang ubod ng ganda kong friend, hahaha bola, joke she made it for meh!! Inggit ka noh? hehehe joke!], wow… she really did a great job in photoshop tlga, [adik ang sizzy ko hahaha.. just kidding], tnx sa gift [hehehe.. It’s cute and I really really like it =p]

well, I just want to thankz nga pla sa mga friends ko, siz anne, siz danneth, erika, siz glaiza, siz kym, specially to mah beshy, bsta sa inyong lahat], thankz for being there for meh, lalo na iyong mga panahon na kelangan ko kayo.. labyouu all guys….mwah!!